Magkabilang Mundo (CHAT SERIES #4)

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I am busy composing a message for him, pero nag-aalinlangan akong i-send sa kaniya ang mahabang mensahe ko bilang huling pagpapaalam.

Zildjane: Hey there. Do you stil remember me o  you're mad because I lied? What's the meaning of "thanks" on your reply? Is it mean that you are thanking me for being honest or thank you because you met me, or neither the two of them aren't what you mean? Do you still consider me as your laal, or I am now to your hate list? I am waiting for your response, but I didn't 't receive any from you even I see you on my active friends. Are you that busy, so you couldn't reply on me or you didn't want me to see again? Maybe it's time to say goodbye for real and for the last time. I'm sorry for lying. It's not really my intention, and I didn't expect that you and me will have a long conversation, and until we came comfortable to each other even you are boring. Loving you is a mistake, and I shouldn't let myself falling from you because I am just a role player from a fictional character of one story. If I tell you that I miss you. Would you believe on me? I miss you and, I like you and the like I felt from you is going deeper, but the deeper I am thinking about you... the more I get hurt. Good bye, my laal. | Delete

Agad kong binura ang tinipa kong mga salita nang basahin ko dahil ang drama.

Zildjane: Goodbye. Hanap ka na ng jowa mo. Take care.

: If you are finding my real account, you know it already. I won't give a clue, but I know you know it.

: I am signing off, laal. Until we meet again, as the real me.

Iyan ang mensahe ko imbes na iyong nauna ang i-send ko sa kaniya.

Zildjane Gomez

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Hi, I'm Zildjane Gomez. I know all of my friends here are all foreigners and iilan lang ang pinoy rito, but I like to share something to all of you. Being here for months is memorable, yet traumatic. Why? Because all my friends here are keep asking me to send my nude picture and if not nudes, they are sending me a nude picture that it causes me a trauma. Sino naman kasi ang hindi matr-trauma, 'di ba? Ikaw kaya send-an ng etits at boobs na mas malaki pa sa boobs mo. Despite of having a maniac foreigner friends here n Facebook, I still find those good guys who befriended me in good intention. And as a dummy user. I know most of you doesn't know what dummy mean is, but I don't want to let you anymore, just read only, okay? Naks! Improving English ko, ah! Kudos to myself. So, being a dummy user is overwhelming. You can freely express yourself, but the thing here is you are fooling others because the fake pictures you posting. You express the real you, but you fooled them because you aren't that have a good looking face on the picture you are using. Dummy and role player is a bit similar, and I'm the latter. Role player. I am one of the main character in one story on wattpad, under the name of my one of my favorite writer. Role player is you need to act what the character you are playing. I'm new into these, and I'm just collecting experiences being one of role player family on this world, but I think this is now the last trip of bus station to stop. I mean, I'm leaving on this world I entered with enjoyment and lot of trips on my foreigner friends. I'm guilty because I played at you all. I'm a  facebook user who has a role to be a player. A player to be in character,  not by the personality I expressed, but I played well to fool you all. Good bye.

Lastly, I expect too much from someone which made me decided to leave, because I'm broken. I mean, too much expectation make me unhealthy. I am now limiting my expectations, and I working on it.

P.S.: Surrender ko account ko kay miss a kababayan.

Zildjane's operator is resigning, until we meet again.

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Raven WP and Amar Khan reacted to your post.

July 16 at 9:23 P.M.

Zildjane: Miss A, bigay ko na po account na 'to sa 'yo.

: Thank you for the memories po.

: Hope to see you soon on your book signing event, someday.

July 16 at 10:16 P.M.

Zildjane: Jake, hotdog ko... salamat sa mga payo mo sa akin. Hindi kita makakalimutan. Salamat nang marami.

: Gustuhin man kitang i-add sa sarili kong account, pero ayaw ko.

: Hope to see you someday. Joke. Walang meet up na magaganap sa atin kasi nga mysterious tayo forever.

: Kahit hindi pa tayo gaanong matagal na nagkausap. Lintek kang hotdog ka, prito kita, e

: Susundin ko ang payo mo. Screen shot na nga lahat, e

: Mami-miss kitang hotdog kaAaaaa!

: Pakabait ka sa bagong operator ni Zildjane. Paalam!