-CHAPTER NINETEEN-
Boris' room was more darker, and more messy than what I had expected. But I sort of liked it, all the posters of boy bands up taped on the walls, the unmade bed with cover of dark blue and white stars, the small lamp on his bedside table, all the dirty clothes on the floor, and the empty cigarette packets, lighters and beers thrown here and there.
"Wow." I mumbled, examaning the room as I sat down on the bed and laid my bag on the floor. Boris laughed, locked the door and threw of his t-shirt - which actually was Theos-, which made Theos stomach to flutter of butterflies. He never knew why they came, probably just the sight of someone's body.
"Thought it was time to give back your clothes." He said, threw the t-shirt to Theo with a smile, before he unbuckled the pants. They were a little too small, but it did work at least. He didn't want to go home to change, so Theo had offered him clothes.
"Thanks." The pulled down the clothes in his bag and laid down on the bed, breathing in. The smell of Boris were everywhere and he'd lie if he said that he didn't like it. The smell, and the feeling of laying in his bed. Boris bed. He can have done everything on this bed, smoke, laugh, cry, sex, change, wan-
Theos thought cut off when Boris laid down next to him, with just his black boxers, laid down between Theos legs and embraced his arms around his waist.
"Boris, what are you doing?" Theo laughed low, looking down on the almost naked boy, who laid down on his body. Boris shrugged, crawled up to face Theo, and just a few seconds after his lips was pressed to the blondes.
"Cuddling." Boris mumbled, turned his head a little to the right to deepen the kiss. Theo enjoyed it, he wouldn't lie. He liked it really, really much. Boris let go from the kiss and laid down beside Theo again, interlocking his fingers over his chest and looked up at the ceiling like nothing just happened. Theo frowned, but did the same thing.
"New York." Boris said after a couple of minutes of silence. "How was your life in New York?" He continued and Theo got surprised but happy of the question, cleaning his throat.
"I loved it. And I miss it. Me and my mom went always to the park and reader or painted, talked about birds and other stuff that didn't seem to be that interesting in someone else's ears. But it was wonderful." He sighed, trying to hide the tears in his eyes of talking about his mother. It was harder than he thought. "And I had two wonderful friends. Andy and Pippa. Andy is, you know... more a nerd than me. But he always wins over me on video games." Theodore laughed lightly of one of the memories he shared with Andy once, when they had one of their many sleepovers, playing videogames and drinking soda. It ended up in pillow war, as usual. "I lived with Andy for four months before I moved to Las Vegas."
"And Pippa?"
Theo couldn't move the butterflies in his stomach when Boris said her name, as it was a normal, not special name at all. But for Theo it was. Pippa was actually the first girl he loved, and the only one so far - not like he loved his mother or another woman, like mrs Barbour.
"She's amazing. Pale blue eyes, freckles, plump lips - red like roses. She's so.. beautiful." Theo closed his eyes, smiling toward the ceiling and felt Boris eyes glaring on him.
"Do you love her?" Boris asked, unsure. He didn't want to show Theo how much he actually cared, and he didn't even know why the ache in his stomach suddenly came there of hearing Theo talk about a girl like She was the only girl he's ever seen.
Theo sighed, opening his eyes.
"Yes, I do love her, Boris." He kicked his lips and looked up at the ceiling again. "But she moved away to Texas three years ago. Haven't seen her since." He mumbled and Boris sighed low, nodding understanding.
"Are you in love with someone?" Theo asked from nowhere. "I mean, here in Las Vegas. Right now." He added. Boris laughed lightly.
"Actually yeah. Her name is Beverly Marsh. The most beautiful girl at my school." He said, blushing a little. He was surprised that he told Theo this of all people. "I mean, you'll see her when you star school, of course."
Theo nodded slowly. He hadn't expect to get a yes as an answer, but he was totally happy. Actually. Both him and Boris had eyes for other girls, and he can forget about the idea that they'd ever be something. You know, like a thing. It wouldn't work. For God's sake, they're both boys.
"She like you, too?" Theo asked and sat up on the bed. Boris followed him and shrugged. "I think so, why?"
"You should hang out more with her than with me, dipshit." Theo rolled his eyes and sighed. He couldn't understand that he actually was saying this. Like he prayed for Boris to be more with this Beaver-ly girl something.
"I don't know... I mean. I like hanging out with you.." Boris licked his lips, looking down on his cover and sighed. Theo laughed lightly, pushing Boris on the shoulder and rolled his eyes.
"Stop being a queer, Boris. You honestly want to have gay sex with me instead having sex with a REAL girl?" Theo laughed, rolling his eyes. Boris frowned, but ended up in a smile himself.
"No of course not." He faced the cover again, with a smile. "I mean, you're amazing with what you're doing.." He said, looking up at Theo and bite his bottom lip. "But it would be nice with a girlfriend. You know, give it a chance for once." He mumbled. Theo nodded. "I had a relationship with a 18 years old girl once, Kotku, but our relationship was basically just drugs, sex and party's. She cheated on me more times than the fingers can count." He laughed low, shaking his head. "She's sush an slut. I hate her now." He looked up at Theo. "We had a lot of good night's together, and her body was amaaaazing, but it wasn't real anytime, ya know? I wasn't in love. I've never been, before now, I think. But I hate her so much, I can't undestand that I even gave her any my attention. I hate those kind of relationships just based on drugs and sex." He looked down on his floor, pulled up a dirty t-shirt with 'never summer' written on the chest, "it's toxic."
Theo just looked at him with empty eyes, humming to show that he's listening. Ain't it just that kind of relationship we have, Boris?
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Do not think that it will end up Theo being with Pippa, bc it won't.🌚💕
