Training Mendes // s.m.

six

Millie
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I felt like the drool emoji. I cleared my throat and looked back down at my phone.

"I forgot socks." He said.

I hummed and watched above my phone as he walked over to his bag. He bent down and grabbed a bundle of socks. He turned back to me and I looked back at my phone. He walked back to the bathroom and I let out a breath.

Millie
Code red, he is hot

Vicky
What?

Millie
He came out in a towel, wet
CODE RED!

I went to Twitter and saw everyone mentioning the show tomorrow. I started to tweet, mentioning how lucky I was to be on tour with Shawn and to be his new trainer. I put some hearts and wrote that I hope everyone has just as much fun on this tour as I already am.

I sent the tweet and started getting tweets back.

She probably already fucked him
She def got some
He dropped his standards for... her?!
She aint even THAT cute
No way they had sex
They are kinda cute!

I closed my eyes and turned my phone off. Shawn walked out of the bathroom and over to his bed.

"We have like 15 minutes, if you want to talk." He smiled, sitting on the edge.

"Your fans really don't like me." I started.

"Like.. really don't like me."

"Some of them are just jealous, Millie."

"I know, but they keep saying things, rude things."

"Why do you even read it? Everyone knows you never read what people say about you because it's not always good." He came and sat next to me.

He put his arms over my shoulders and pulled me in for a side hug.

"I promise, Millie, they are just jealous of you."

♡

We got to the club, Shawn and the crew messing about. They said they were here for a VIP party, the guy letting them in, but closing the line before me.

"Mendes party only." He said, crossing his arms.

"Oh, I'm with them." I laughed.

"Yeah, you and those girls." He pointed to the line of fans.

"Back of the line." He said.

I scoffed and stood there. Shawn suddenly appeared and looked at the guy.

"I suggest you let her in, before you lose your job." He said, almost mad.

The guy looked at Shawn and nodded quickly, opening the rope. Shawn grabbed my hand and I heard the fans start talking wildly. He brought me up to the VIP section they had and I sat next to him and Ivan.

Ivan was ordering everyone drinks, not asking if I even wanted on, he just ordered it.

"I don't-" I went to say.

"Shush." Shawn said, putting his finger to my lips.

I pushed his hand away and he laughed. We were sitting extremely close, our thighs and shoulders were touching. My skin felt like it was on fire. I wanted to text Vicky, but knew better. Everyone got their drinks in minutes and the party began.

♡

Waking up the next morning was possibly the hardest thing I had done in months. I kept my eyes closed and put my hands to my head. I let out a groan and heard soft snoring behind me. My eyes flew open and I saw Shawn.

I saw his bare chest and looked at me, in his tee shirt. I tried my hardest to remember what happened, but it came up blank.

"Shawn." I pushed him.

"Mmm." He hummed, slowly opening his eyes.

"Did we... uhm."

"Did we..?"

"Have sex. Shawn, did we have sex?"

He laughed, "You don't remember?"

I jumped from the bed and frantically grabbed some clothing from my bag, making sure I grabbed my phone, running to the shower. I turned the water on, extremely hot and got in. I scrubbed every inch of my body as hard as possible, till I turned red.

The last person I had sex with was Jeremy, which wasn't even consensual. I felt like my 17 year old self, showering after that. I was sobbing and scrubbing my body till it felt raw. I wasn't crying this time, only scrubbing. I washed my hair twice and let the hot water wash all over me.

I got out and I called Vicky, luckily she answered.

"Mrs. Mendes, nice of you to call."

"Vicky, we had sex."

"You.. what?"

"We had sex, Vicky. I just showered and I feel like 17 year old me after that last time."

"Mills, he isn't Jeremy. He isn't. I promise."

"I feel like I'm going to die."

"Mills! Listen. Repeat after me. He isn't Jeremy, he is kind."

"He isn't Jeremy, he is kind." I said slowly.

"Good, again."

I said it again and again, finally calming down. I stayed in the bathroom, getting changed and putting my hair into a pony tail. I was in some spandex and a work out shirt, planning on using the gym.

I pulled some socks on and brushed my teeth. I checked my phone and remembered they still had breakfast. I wiped my mouth and walked out of the bathroom. Shawn was still in my bed and I cringed.

I pulled on some running shoes and went over to Shawn.

"We should start today." I said.

"Millie, why'd you run off like that, if you would have listened-"

"Shawn, we need to start. I got hired to be your trainer." I said, cutting him off.

"Millie-"

"Shawn, get dressed and meet me down in the gym." I cut him off again and headed out.

I grabbed a room key before leaving and went to the food. I grabbed some fruit and a waffle. I ate quickly and grabbed a bagel for Shawn. I left for the gym and waited for him. A few minutes later, he strolled in. He had bags under his eyes and they were bloodshot.

"This is torture." He groaned.

I gave him the bagel and he sat, eating it. I stood and went to the treadmill. I turned it on and started walking, then jogging, then running. I only planned on this for today, especially after last nights drinking games.

Shawn appeared next to me and he tried to make small talk. He gave up when I didn't answer and sighed.

"Millie, we didn't have sex." He blurted.