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Michael's POV

Everything was going well at lunch until the girl, I now know as Amyla said something that broke my heart.
"Tell Michael that you said you fell in love with him since 7th grade but he never noticed you and you felt horrible so you left and came back freshman year in high school." I was shocked I didn't understand, since the 7th grade and I didn't notice him at all. I feel horrible I looked over to him and you could tell he was about to explode. He then shot up.
" HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT!! YOU OF ALL PEOPLE KNOW WHAT THAT DID TO ME AND YOU BRING IT UP IN A FRIENDLY FIGHT WE ALWAYS HAVE!! FUCK YOU AMYLA!!" He looked over at me teary eyed and ran out of the cafeteria.
"What was that about?" I asked Amyla.
"I probably shouldn't have said anything." She said looking like she was on the verge of crying.
"What do you mean?"
"In 7th grade, Caleb was just figuring out who he was and you just so happened to clarify his feelings for the same sex. But he felt like you ignored him and you never liked him so in the middle of 7th grade he went to live with his Aunt. He was already feeling horrible when he came back freshman year because he felt like his dad didn't love him and on top of that he made a vow not to fall for you again but he couldn't help himself he did again. It was so much that he umm," She stopped and gasped like she realized something.
"WHAT IS IT!?"
"It was so much that he started to cut," she said slowly. Her eyes went wide. "We need to find him right now!!"
"Why, what's happening?" I asked.
"The last time I seen that look in his eyes it wasn't pretty. So we need to find him before I loose my best friend. Again." Again.
YOU FUCKING IDIOT YOU HURT OUR MATE!!

AXEL I DIDNT KNOW IM SORRY.

DONT APOLOGIZE TO ME IT'S HIM YOU NEED TO APOLOGISE TO.
We ran trying to find him and then I smelled blood.
Do you smell that Rebecca?
It's blood.
Not just any blood my mate's blood.
We found the door and I broke it down. Seeing him laying on the floor with blood running down his wrist made my heart clench. My baby. Oh my God.
At least she gets to be happy. I heard him think.
Oh my God I caused him this pain. I started crying, wow it's been a long time since cried.
Is he crying because of me? He couldn't be crying because of you he doesn't love you idiot. I heard him think again. Little does he know even tho I just met him I am in love with  him he's my other half. I ran to him and cleaned the blood off. One question stayed in my head.
"Why?" I asked as I finished cleaning him.
"Why not?" He shot back and stormed off.
He didn't know but I was right behind him following him. I grabbed and made him look at me. His dried tears replaced by his new ones.
"What do you want?"
"I want to talk."
"Talk about what? Huh? Call me faggot, tell me I should rot in hell and that nobody loves me, not even my own dad because no father should love their faggot son, or are you just gonna beat my ass because you found out I liked you and still do. I don't think I wanna stick around to get my ass be-" I cut him off by kissing him. His lips were so soft and as I kiss him I felt fireworks. I was amazing. At first he didn't kiss back but then he did and it made it 10x better. I pulled away with a smile and he just had a blank face. Not gonna lie it kinda hurt.
"Why are you doing this to me?"
"What?"
"This. God why me of all people why do this to me? I'm a good kid I obey my parents. I love everyone and I hold no grudges why me." He started to Pace. I stopped him because he was making me nervous.
"I'm not doing anything to you. I really like you Caleb."
"What changed? Why now?"
"Again. I can't answer that here you have to wait until after school okay?" He nodded.
"I have to go to class. See ya later."
"What are your classes."
"Physics and then music."
"That's is crazy, that's my classes, I've never seen you in there."
"The story of my life." He sang in the rhythm of one direction. Hmm interesting. We walked to class together and couldn't help it I grabbed his hand as we walked together. I seen him blush and before we walked in I kissed one more time. This is it after today I will tell my mate what I am and my abilities. I just hope he accepts me.
Of course he will he is out mate. And I'm sorry for screaming at you earlier.

It's okay. I understand why you were mad at me. I would be too.

Axel honestly is a big softy he just acts like it cause we're the soon-to-be alpha.

Say that to anybody else and I'll tear you limb from limb and I'm not playing. I'm only a softy for mate so get it right li dude. I laughed at him trying to be cool and walked in the class with Caleb in front of me. Getting a couple glances and a glare from the teacher so we just ran to the back and got seats.

I'm still nervous what if he rejects me?

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