Dear Nova Rain My'Luv Forever.....
Hi baby girl it's mommy.! I'm sorry I had to leave you and i won't be around for a while. I made some dumb mistakes and I wish I could take them all back. I put you injepordie of bad places and things. I could of lost you. Now that I am in a better place I see that how I was very immature and dumb. I hope one day you will forgive me and I can give you the best life that you deserve. I promise you that I will never take you through this again. I want you to understand that my love for you is unconditional. I speak for your father as well when I say he loved you so much. You will never know how much he adored his little My'Luv ForEver. He's even the one who came up with your name because he loves you forever.! Your his first and only baby girl. We made dumb decisions together and didn't put you first, sadly it cost your Fathers life. Your father was shot 6 times and killed in front of me. I did everything I could to save him. His last words was "Promise I love you and My'Luv FOREVER AND FOREVER YOUR MY'LUV.!" I stayed with him until police arrived. That is how I ended up in Erie County Correctional Facility. When I left you, you where 1 week old. And I cried and I cried and I cried so hard because I just had you and when I return to you, you will be 4 months old. It hurts bad because I'm missing things that I should be there for. I know once your older and you read this you probably be like mom why did you write it if your gonna return to me. I need you to know My'Luv that I am sorry baby girl I am so sorry there's things in my life that I don't understand.! But from the drugs, the jail cells, the robberies, EVERYTHING I am going to change my life for you. I'm sorry I left you for a while baby but I'm coming back stronger and better.!
Love Mommy
~Promise Washington~
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Incarcerated
Teen Fiction17 year old Promise was a broken hearted girl. Who been through a lot. She also had a baby girl who was depending on her. Being incarcerated made her grow up a lot. Facing the real world she had to figure everything out on her own.