When it All Comes Down

CHAPTER 19 (FINALLY)

Hello? Is anyone out there? I would be surprised if anyone was... What has it been 2 years now i have no clue. Well i thought it would only fair if I dug this book out of the back of my head and brush off all the spider webs and write another chapter. Well i hope you like it..... 

Chapter 19 

*Zeos POV*

It's been a long, long, painful, depressing, horrible time without her. I'm not going to lie I know what I did was wrong and that i shouldn't have done it, but I did. If I could take it back I would. I need her more than anything. She was my happiness, my life... Now it's gone with her. I see her around school with Alice. She doesn't even look at me, its like I'm just a ghost. I stopped trying to talk to her months ago. I know that she may hate me but I still love her. When I saw her at the Halloween with Seth I nearly lost it. It took everything I had in me to not punch him in the face. After that day I found out from Seth that she was back with Adam again. Stupid punk.

Laying here on my bed looking at a picture of us together brought back sad memories. We looked so happy together. I felt a stray tear slowly slide down my face as my thumb traced over her beautiful smiling face. 

"I know that you've moved on Elly, and I respect that, but I can't move on. You're the only one for me. I'm sorry baby, I'm so so sorry. Please. Please forgive me. I need you." I spoke softly as more and more tears started to slide down my face. 

I layed on my bed for a good four hours or so doing nothing. Now and days I never felt like doing much anymore. Without any warning Seth burst into my room, flinging the door against the wall.

"Seriously you can stop being all depressed and shit now. It's starting to get a little annoying." Seth said whilst walking into my room. 

"Just go away Seth." I groaned. I wasn't really in the mood to put up with his shit right now. 

"Listen here Zero, if you like her so badly then go get her."

"You don't think I've already tried that." I growled.

"Well then try again,duh."

"It won't work."

"Zero no one said that it would be easy. You screwed up, sure, but everyone does. Since you screwed up badly it's gonna take some time and a lot of work to get her back. She may not forgive you now but she will later, but if you give up now she never will."

"I know,but.."

"No buts, just go do it."

"But.."

"Stop, you know what? If you're gonna give up so easily maybe you shouldn't be with her."  He said as he turned to walk out of my room.

"Wait, what if I try and nothing changes, and she doesn't want me back?" I said softly.

"If she doesn't want you back then move on. There's nothing else you can do."

"I don't know if I can do that though."

"There are a lot of girls out there Zero, if she doesn't want you then she doesn't want you. You can't force her to be with you. But I can tell you really love her so you gotta try to get her back. For your own sake. I'll try to help you as much as possible."

"Thank you, can I ask you a question though? Why are you helping me?" I was confused. It's not like i wasn't happy that he was helping me but it was still kind of odd.

He turned and looked at me before answering, "because you really like her, shit man, you weren't even like this with Amber. So I want you to be happy with someone you really care about."

"Thanks man." We sat together in silence, but not awkward silence. We both had a billion thoughts running through our heads right now. A few seconds later the silence was broken by Seth's phone ringing, making me jump slightly. Seth looked at his phone and then got up. 

"Well I gotta go. Good luck man." He said patting my shoulder then walking out of the room and closing the door behind him. I sat on my bed a little while longer thinking about what just happened. Me and Seth never really have bonding moments anymore. Ugh, now what am I supposed to do? I have to go see her. I need to. Jumping off my bed I ran down my stairs and out the front door.  I hoped on my bike and made my way over to her house.

When I reached her house I walked up to the front door and rang the door bell. Shortly after an unknown man answered the door.

"Uh is Ellyssa here?" I asked confused.

"Yeah, she is. Who are you?" He asked me.

"Um, my name is Zero, who are you? If you don't mind me asking."

"I'm her father." He answered me. Oh my gosh her father.

"Oh, can I talk to her?"

"I don't like you. Why  should I let you talk to her?" He doesn't like me?

"John? What are you doing?" I  heard Ellyssa's mom ask from behind the door.

"Nothing important." he answered her.

"Who are you talking to?" She asked, moving the door so she could see who it was, "Oh, hi Zero.  What brings you here?"

"Well I was wondering if I could talk to Ellyssa, if that's possible?" Elly's mom just stared at me and I was starting to get worried. what if she was upset with me too? If she was, then this plan of getting Elly back was gonna be harder than I thought.

"Yeah, go ahead she's up in her room." oh my gosh, thank you Jesus! She moved out the way letting me slide past her.

"Thank you."I stated overly excited. As I walked into the house I felt her fathers eyes burning a hole into my back. I slowly made my way up the stairs and to her room. Stopping outside her door, I heard her voice.

"Stop  Adam." she giggled.

"Why? It's not like this is the first time we've done it before." What the fuck!?

"I know it's not but my parents are downstairs and they could hear us."

"I promise I won't make you scream to loud for me."

"Shut up, and give me back my shirt."

"No,I like you without it on." To say I was angry would've been the biggest understatement of the year. I turned to leave. I didn't want to hear any of that shit anymore. Hopping on my bike I left that place as fas as I could. When I got home I realized I was the only one there and that was fine by me. Walking into the kitchen i pulled some beer out of the fridge and went  upstairs and into my room. I dropped the beer on the bed and went into my closet and looked around until I found the pack of cigarettes that I had stashed in there.  I went back over to my bed and sat down, placing a cigarette in my mouth I lit it and took an nice long drag. Blowing out the smoke i popped open a can of beer and took a big gulp of it before placing the cigarette back in my mouth for another drag. I haven't smoked since I met Elly since she was my main stress reliever , but seeing as she's gone why not start again?

I turned on my radio and let the music drown out everything. I need to forget about her, and with another gulp and another  drag i knew i would.

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A/N: Well to those of you who  have been waiting for this I am sorry and I hope you like

Be safe and bye for now :)