minute by minute / evak

022. "Isak has a great ass."

"Dear diary,

Here i am, again. Writing this stupid little thing. I wrote yesterday AND today. Should i say that i'm kinda proud of myself?

Apparently, Even didn't cheat on me. But why the fuck he couldn't tell me what he wanted to, yesterday when we we're walking to school? Did him and Elias lie to me about the whole cheating stuff? Or is it something else? Does he have another stupid secret?

But on the other hand, i can't ask him. I don't want to ruin everything that we have completely because i have some stupid trust issues.

And i'm glad that i met Even, but why did i have to fall in love with his stupid pretty face, stupid not-so ordinary eyes, amazing body and his beautiful mind.

Fuck, this is hard.

-Isak, 21.10.2016"

"You guys put up the most epic fight of the year, huh?" Eskild said when we were watching a movie in the living room.

Or better, everyone else was watching a boring movie that Eskild himself choose, while he was on his phone.

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"I saw a video on Instagram. Pretty cool."

I rolled my eyes and looked at Even, trying to get him to help me with the situation. I was sitting on his lap comfortably. Honestly the best place to be in.

"Peole are so dramatic these days, jesus." Even added.

"Yeah, and social media don't always show every single thing that actually happened."

"Eskild, you're a grown man and-"

"I got it! Thank you." Eskild interrupted Noora.

We had only watched half of the movie, when Even told everyone that we were going to our room. To sleep.

I was going to have a big chemistry test tomorrow so i really had to get some rest. I couldn't worry about anything or have anything distracting stuff in my mind or i wouldn't pass the test.
And then my mom would kill me. Or i would kill myself before that happens. Either way.

"Are you stressing the test?" Even asked as we were laying in our bed.

"Yeah, a little."

"Okay, a little isn't enough. A lot. I'm going to die." I said dramatically.

He just laughed at me, which made me even more nervous.

"You have studied two days straight, you'll be fine."

It was true. I hated chemistry, which makes the subject even less interesting. I had paid no attention to the teaching in class, and now i was screwed.

"Well, it's easy for you. You're the most popular person in our school, you have perfect grades even though our teachers hate you, and you play football and that makes your position obviously better because you are your coach's only hope."

Then i started to hear some random noise, and it sounded like it was coming from our ceiling. Maybe rats?

"What's that sound?" I asked from Even and turned to look at him.

"It's the sound of you overthinking. Calm the fuck down, Isak." He rolled his eyes.

I hit him with a pillow, and he laughed. God, his laugh was so, so beautiful. Was it healthy that i got a thing for someone's laugh and voice?