minute by minute / evak

023. "But you can always be a top."

"So, who's idea was it to go here?"

We were walking in the woods. It was snowing, and the snowflakes were as big and cold as they possibly could.
And with we, i meant Jonas, Mahdi, Even, Magnus and i.

"Where is the cabin?" Magnus kept asking questions.

"We don't know yet. Shut up."

We were on our winter break, and it was going to last for a week. We had decided to rent a cabin which was obviously in the middle of nowhere.
It was Sunday, and we were going to go back to the city on Wednesday, and i had no idea how i was going to tolerate these son of bitches that long without throwing hands at anyone.

"Finally." Even mumbled as we saw the cabin in front of us.

We walked to the door, and i looked into the house from a big window.

"Do you have the key?" Jonas asked.

I nodded and took it out from my pocket.
Magnus was jumping on his place impatiently, watching as i worked with the lock of the door.

"Just open the fucking door, Isak!" He almost yelled at me.

"I'm trying my best! It must be frozen or some shit." I yelled back.

After thirteen seconds i finally succeeded to open the door, warm air hitting my face. I told everyone to get in, while Magnus was complaining about his shoes that were full of snow and that he was suffering from hypothermia.

The vestibule was small, and there was a mirror on the wall. I took a look at myself, and noticed that i looked like total shit.

"You look cute." Even suddenly said, hugging me from behind.

"Thank you. You don't look that bad either."

We kissed quickly, which made the boys make gagging sounds. They said something about us being the worst couple ever, even though they deep down knew they loved us.

There were two floors in the cabin. In downstairs was one bedroom, and in upstairs there was three.

"You guys can sleep downstairs. I don't want to hear you two banging each other in the middle of the night."

I rolled my eyes at Magnus' comment, and walked into mine and Even's bedroom. The fact that Even and i had never done that before made Magnus' joke worse. But he had been also right with what he said in the school to me couple days ago.

"I'm going to go upstairs. Wait here." I said to Even and left our room after dropping my bags onto the bed.

I ran to upstairs, and went to the room which was the closest to the stairs. I had no idea what was Magnus' room.
I opened one of the doors without knocking, and saw Mahdi standing in the middle of his room without shirt.

"Jesus, Isak!" He yelled at me when i closed the door quickly.

"Sorry!"

I opened another door, and gladly saw Magnus there sitting on his bed.
I needed to talk to him about something.

"Magnus, uh. We haven't still done that with Even, you know." I started and fell into his bed.

"Dude. I thought you had learned something!" He sounded shocked while turning to look at me.

"I know! But, like, i'm not sc-scared or anything. The t-thought of it just makes me feel a little b-bit uncomfortable." I stuttered back.

Then i realized how stupid the sentence was when it came out of my mouth. I didn't exactly mean it that way.