The Violet Rose

Chapter 45- My New Life

Life on the blue ship is different from the red ship. I don't have any friends here like I did on the red ship. In fact, most of the crew doesn't even want to look at me. I think it's because they're scared Chester will do something to them.

Chester has been treating me nice most of the time. He's not always around like Blaze was, but when he is around, he's nice to me.

     He usually has a lot of work to do. When we visit the blue islands, I usually stay on the ship. Lots of people are being forced to constantly work on the island, and some are suffering in the process. I can't bear to watch that happen to people, and Chester understands that.

     The other work he has, is all paperwork. He sits at his desk for many hours each day, and he doesn't want me to bother him.

     However, if I'm really desperate for attention, he'll drop the paperwork and pay attention to me. And he can be really affectionate when he's not working.

     The more time I spend with him, the more I fall in love with him. In many ways, he's a lot like Blaze. Chester can be very cold towards his crew, but caring towards me. He also can be very protective over me, but I doubt he'd kill people who hurt me in any way.

     When I spend time alone with him, he truly makes me feel like a queen. He treats me like I'm the best and only one he sees, and he's willing to get me anything I ask for.

     I've also changed my outfit since I've been here. I'm back to my original purple outfit, but Chester was able to ask someone to create one just like it, but blue. Now, I can wear my favorite outfit, and still be wearing his color.

     I've started making blue flower crowns too. Chester has helped me buy many flowers of all different colors. I almost have a full rainbow, but without any red. It doesn't look right without red, but I just have to deal with it.

     I think me and Chester have a good relationship. It's similar to the relationship I had with Blaze, but slightly different. I kiss, hug, cuddle, and hold his hand just like I did with Blaze.

     Whenever I do something with Chester, something always feels off about it. It's a strange feeling, and I don't know if it's good or bad. I didn't get this feeling when I was with Blaze.

     Maybe it's because I've known Chester for longer than I've known Blaze. Chester has always been there for me. He was supporting me and caring about me since I've lived on Paeonia.

     I still feel really bad for what I did to him. I was willing to tell his enemy everything I know about him, just to leave my home and find flowers. And on top of that, I left with his enemy after he confessed his feelings to me.

     After all that, he still accepts me. Even after I fell in love with his enemy. It's hard to believe he can still love me after all I did, but he does, and he tells me a lot.

     He often compliments me through the day. However, I've noticed that almost all of them are about my looks. He rarely ever compliments anything else.

     Anyway, the gash on my hand is still in the process of healing. Chester told me that my hand might have a small scar from the cut. After our kiss, he bandaged up my head. He told me that my head wound isn't that bad, and I shouldn't have a scar. However, I might have headaches for a while.

     Even though he's been nice to me, I still feel scared to confront him about anything. I'm always hesitant, and I'm not sure why. I just have a feeling that things won't end well if I confront him about anything.

     Besides that, I think we have a good relationship.