Insecurities Are Eating Me Alive...

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Dedicated to Justin Esther Luka and Jasmin you guys are amazing :))))

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Dahvie's P.O.V

When we got to my bedroom, I opened the door, and let everyone in. I like my room. I have a tv an Xbox and lots of posters with a double bed and green sheets. Don't judge me, I like green.

"Nice room, I like it," Said Jayy, looking around himself. He walked over to my guitar.

"You play this yeah? I remember you telling me.." He said,  running his fingers along the strings. He stopped and turned to look at me.

"Play something for me?" he asked me.

Ohhhh.. I'm really bad things things like this. I've never really performed infront of people it's always in my room really. I get that people have probably heard me play but, still....it's nerve wracking, but it's for Jayy....wait what? Ok why the hell does Jayy make me feel like this? Do I like him? oohhh I don't know....maybe. I might.

"Um...ok I will!" I feel confident about this for some reason. I think it's because of Jayy....damn there I got again. I think I like him. Am I gay? I don't think so. I think I'm bisexual. Yeah that's it, Jayys the only other guy I've been attracted to so, I must be.

I sat my (if I do say so myself) sexy ass on the floor and Jayy gave me my guitar. I fixed my position on the floor so I was confortable and started to sing a song called Rise and Shine. I wrote this when I was getting bullyed alot in school.

Rain Rain wont go away

Cloud on my head every single day

This pain pain goes right inside

Breaking me down till I just cry

Little bully wants to play

Hits me every single day

Pain pain go right inside

Guess I'll just have to let it slide

Drain drain all my life

Why can't I just stop this strife?

Rain rain wont go away

Cloud on my head every single day

Beat on another kid

Not on me

Rain rain wont go away

Cloud on my head every single day

These games games that you play

Eventually I'll get up and say

No no not this time

Im taking back

What is

Mine. (A/N this is accustic version :)) )

Jayy's P.O.V

He's amazing. I never knew he got bullied. I'm just guessing because of the type of song it is and it's lyrics.

When he finished, I was nearly crying.

"How was that?" he asked nervously.

"That was perfect," I said, wiping at my eyes. Dahvie looked at me suprised.

"R-really?" he said hesitantly.

"Yeah, what you didn't think it was good?" I asked suprised.

"I don't know. Im not good at, like, proforming infront of people and I didn't want you to think it was shit..." he said. He looked down at his lap, blushing. Wait... does Dahvie.....like me? No he can't. He's straight.....right?

"Dahvie that was really good! none of us thought it was crap!!" Jasmin reassured.

"Thanks guys," Dahvie had a massive smile on his face. That's adorable, I love his smile. It's so cute.

Ok it's been decided. I'm gunna ask Dahvie his sexual orientation tomorrow and see if I have a chance. That's if.....Luka doesn't get in the way...I hope he doesn't I want Dahvie. And I'll do anything to make him mine.

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Well someone's determined lol :))) vote and comment :))) thanks

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