EIGHTY-THREE

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It's February. And Zach came to pick his clothes up, didn't say a word to me and then left. Which is completely fucking ridiculous seeing as i'm the one carrying his child.

Mom convinced me to keep her second name as fitzgerald, Myta and Josh think i should too.

But that's wrong on Zach. isn't it?

I'm due literally next month and all i can think about is how Zach played me for 7 months straight.

Josiah's been in LA and has went out to find Zach. Jacob is pissed.

Jack and I are being best friends. Like we always were.

"Hey" Mom walks into my room. I was just tidying up a bit.

"Hey darling" She closes the door and sits on my bed.

I can't sleep. I have really bad insomnia and i'm always so uncomfortable. Plus i can't get Zach off my mind. He made his relationship with Kay public. I have his full ass child due soon and he can't even be bothered to see if i'm holding up okay.

"Everyone's downstairs" She smiles "I'll be down soon" I finish hanging a poster of black bear on my wall.

"You're still obsessed with him" She laughs a littler "Look at that beautiful face mom" I point to it. She laughs.

I haven't been on my phone in ages. It's sitting on my table side. I hate to see what everyone's been saying about this.

He's so fucked up. I now have to be a single mother at 19, luckily i have support from my family and friends.

"Madison's here too" She smiles

"Okay, Let's go" I put a hoodie on and head downstairs.

Myta and Josh were there with Reese and Ryan too.

"Hello" Myta hugs me. "Hey" I hug her back. Same with the rest of the Herron family.

"He hasn't been home since-" Ryan starts but doesn't finish "I'm so sorry you have to go through this alone" He sighs

Well look, A mature Herron. Wish Zach could relate.

Harmony Skylar-Rose Fitzgerald just doesn't go well. I hate him for doing this to me.

"You're okay, Ryan" I smile.

I talk to the Herrons for a while until they leave and then Jack walks over and talks to me "How you doing" He hands me a bottle of water.

"Good" I lie. "No i'm lying" I look down.

"Wanna talk about it?" He asks

"You want me in a pool of my tears" I laugh, the fakest laugh ever. I felt like crying.

"No. I wanna be here for you" He looks down and chews on his lip.

Daniels obviously spending a lot of time here and he's the one i'm telling everything too. It's something about him, He's very trust worthy and out of everyone, I feel like i can trust him the most, I haven't had a conversation with him when i'm not crying but he's there to comfort me when i do.

Taylor too, Jacobs with Madison and i don't wanna wreck their fun together so i turn to taylor and he is very mad at Zach, He always wants to fight Zach. He went out with Josiah to find Zach.

Maybe it's time i start opening up to Jack, But that's what got me here in the first place. I need to try and stop loving Jack.

"I'm just scared" I say truthfully, Not making eye contact with him.

"Don't be, You'll have a lot of support-"

"It's not about the support, It's about the fact i trusted him enough to let him raise a damn child with me and he fucked me over, The child not even being born" I raise my voice a little bit then lower it. It isn't Jacks fault Zachs a complete fuckboy.

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