Half Of You (Funk Bros)

Drew Dirksen

Everyone was outside, sitting around the fire pit and I looked at Drew and he looked at me from across the fire. I smiled slightly, and I noticed that everyone was drinking. I shrugged it off and Drew nodded towards the house, I understood the gesture and I nodded, I stood up and walked towards the house, sliding the glass door open and going inside.
    He followed me, "I figured we could have some alone time and talk" he says, walking to mine and Tanner's room. I nodded and smiled, I sat down on my bed and he sat beside me. "I'm here for you now" he whispers, pulling me to his chest and cuddling me. "I know" I say smiling  as I close my eyes. He plants a soft kiss upon my forehead.
"How about tomorrow morning, we go to breakfast.. and we get to know each other better." He says, running his fingers through my hair. I nod, "sounds perfect" I smiled as the door bursts open and Capron walks in, "whoops I'm sorry" he says, "Drew, everyone wants you to come out and sing a song and play guitar" Capron says. Drew nods, "I'll be out in a second" Drew says smiling. I look at him, and he looks at me when Capron walks out. Drew softly kisses me, standing up. "Here you want my hoodie?" Drew asks, handing me his favorite hoodie. I smiled and slipped it on, as it was a little to big for me. We walk outside to the fire and Drew was carrying his guitar, everyone cheered for him. What a supportive group of friends. Drew sat down and I sat beside of him, as he began playing Im so tired.. (song in media). I hummed along, harmonizing and he looked at me smiling. I began singing the words, harmonizing higher than he's singing. "I'm so tired of love songs, of love songs, tired of love, just wanna go home, wanna go home wanna go home ohhh" we sang together and we finished, everyone looked at us in amazement, we even looked at each other and gawked. We hugged, each other laughing, as we cuddled. Throughout the night we made snores and Drew played his guitar and sang some of his songs he wrote to us. I looked up at him as the fire reflected off his smooth skin and shined in his eyes.
I don't know what to do... we clicked. Just like what I thought Tanner and I had, and Jake and I. What should I do... I'm scared to fall for another guy.
Plus I've gone through so much today, it's like they hit me left and right when I'm down on my hands and knees, begging for mercy. They pick me up and promise to take care of me, then drop me again, kicking me when I'm down, instantly another one does the same.
    My heart starts aching when I see Tanner. Tanner was the most painful one.. I still have feelings for him but the trust isn't there anymore. Maybe I should talk to Capron tomorrow morning..
I zone out, watching the fire cackle. I just keep thinking to myself what should I do...

Corey snaps in my face, "Sky" he says. "Yes?" I look at him. "I made you a s'more" he says, handing it to me. "Why thank you" I say smiling.
Sometimes I wonder if Corey has feelings, but he hides it. I feel like it hurts him when I'm with someone else. That's the last think I want is to hurt Coreybug.
    Ugh... I place my head in my hands. "I have a headache, I think I'm gonna go inside and get some rest" I say softly, going inside. I look at mine and tanners bedroom and my stomach drops. No I'm not comfortable sharing a room yet. I walk to Corey's room and crawl in his bed.
   I'm getting frustrated, my heart is pounding, thoughts racing, my stomach fluttering.
It's confusing me.
I'm breathing I guess.
I roll on my side and try to get some sleep.