Zara:PTSD

I've Moved On

Friday, October 16
School finished half an hour ago and I was so bored I'm going to train. I know I can only use one arm but it's something.
"Where are you off to?"
And why would you care?
"Why wouldn't I?"
Zack.
"The last time I checked that was my name."
What is wrong with you?
"Me? I'm not the one going to train with a broken arm."
That's got nothing to do with you.
"Yes, it does."
In what way?
.....
Exactly, so stay out here and mind your own business.

"Zara, what are you doing here?"
I'm bored Sarah, I need to do something.
"I don't know about this- ... who's that out there? Is that your boyfri-"
No! He's not.
"Tell him to come in."
That is not necessary-
"Hello, young man. What are you doing here?"
"I'm Zara's very good friend and I was just coming here to tell her that she shouldn't be training with a broken arm."
"You two are friends."
"Aren't we Zara."
Yep, we're ... very good friends.
"Sarah, do you think that training with injury is dangerous. What if she gets more Injured."
"Zara, your friend here..."
"Zack"
"Zack is right. You shouldn't be here."
But Sarah, I can manage-
"Not another word Zara, you need rest."
Okay, Sarah.
"Bye guys."

Why would you do that?
"I can't let you be stupid and start training with a broken arm"
That's got nothing to do with you! You don't have anything to do with me and I have anything to do with you so why are you even here?
"Just hear me out."
I don't want to listen to anything. I've moved on! Nothing you say matters to me. You so much as step in my way again, it won't be good.
"I get it. You do you."
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Concealed Emotions
I was so harsh with him.
I never thought about how he was feeling.

As much as I wanted to hear what he had to say, I didn't want to be vulnerable again.
I was selfish.

I had to conceal all my emotions.

No like, no hate, no love.