So hey guys, as you can see I haven't posted in 5-6 months and this is all for many reasons.
This fanfic is fictional, but the raw emotions displayed between Shawn and Luna, Luna's mentality of taking the problems herself and not involving her friends, her bad eating habits, the ways she hurt herself physically (rubber bands) and mentally... All of these this were real in my life.
In other words, Luna in some topics, is me. I wrote this book as ways for me to vent and to be able to understand from another perspective what I was going through. As of today, I use it to look back at the old me and be proud of how I moved on from that dark stage in my life and who I am now.
I have managed to understand everything better and live life more fully and happily. Even if I still live with some of the problems, I have made great process and I'm not stopping here.
For this reason I decided to discontinue this story.
Even though I have many ideas for this story, I don't believe is healthy to write such dark chapters when I don't feel that way anymore. I don't feel in the right place to relive all that when it' still haunts me from time to time. Also I can't when the person who made me feel that way (the Shawn of the story) isn't present in my life anymore.
I hope you understand, really :/
But don't worry because I will be working on a new story that will take some time to publish the chapters, but I promise it'll be better.
Love,
Elena ✨
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The Girl Behind The Lens | S.M. (Discontinued)
Fiksi Penggemar*A Shawn Mendes Fanfiction* DISCONTINUED •Started in: August 5, 2017 • Discontinued in July 16, 2019 Luna Moore has always been the odd girl of the school. She always dresses in black, she is called a bad influence, and everyone is scared of her by...
