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Arima Kousei POV:
I couldn't stop screaming in pain and fear on my bed. I know it wasn't real but I hate it when I was seeing nightmares while I'm on my bed. I was dreaming about my abductors and the people that used me. I remembered how they grope my length tight, place their own length behind me, and touch my chest as if I'm a woman. I still could remember how they slither their smooth or rough hands on my body.
"Kousei!" shouted someone I know. He sounded so worried for me. "Look at me. It's not going to happen anymore. You're safe now."
I blinked my eyes several times but when he touched me, I took away my hands from him. I don't know if I can trust him. I'm so afraid and scared to trust anyone.
"Don't touch me! Please... Leave me alone!!!" I cried out as I pant so heavily. "Don't touch me!"
He hugged me instead after that. It was then I realized that the man speaking to me was my father. I wailed in despair on his chest so much as my sadness was too much. It's breaking me apart. "Whatever you're seeing, it's not real. Try to focus on your surroundings, Kousei."
Again, I blinked several times and dried my tears. I tried my best to calm down as I try to trust him. Slowly, it all came back to me that I'm in the hospital since I was diagnosed with cancer. "What happened to me?"
Dad cleaned off my face and smiled at me. "Don't think about it. I would have to ask your psychologist what could have triggered your panic attack. You don't remember, am I correct?"
I nodded. I can't remember how it all happened and that the last thing I know, I was screaming loudly, enough to get my father to enter my room to calm me down.
"Dad, they're all in jail, right?" I coughed. "The men that kidnapped me?"
"Kousei, you don't have to think of them," he said to me. "The police will get all of them soon."
Tears had befallen over me again as fear enveloped me again. "Dad, they'll find me! They were brainwashing me but they failed! I know they'll try brainwashing me to their ways again but in a different manner."
"Is it okay to ask?" Dad asked me as he lay me down my bed and cover me with blankets. "The police believes that you know something that can help them."
I looked back at my left side as I was so ashamed to tell my father what they did to me. I'm already a member of the White Flag Japanese Syndicate and even if I was forced, I don't know why I feel like I'm betraying my fellows.
Was I brainwashed without my knowledge? Will I be able to escape them?
"Son, talk to me," Dad spoke up. "I want to help you."
"Dad, roll up my shirt and stare at my back," I told him. "I don't know how to get rid of it. It's a tattoo they gave me upon reaching the third month of the year. They were already present in my life since March but they had abducted me in June as you remember."
Dad allowed himself to roll up my shirt on my back. My heart was pounding as I clenched up my fists tightly. He would see such a revelation that I kept all by myself.
"What's the meaning of this?" he asked me. "When did they give you this white rose tattoo?"
"Last March, dad," I told him. "They want me in their syndicate but I kept refusing them. The leader kept telling me he'll support me in my future as a musician but I don't want to be connected to them either way but it looked like his daughter pestered me too much. She abducted me and subjected me to be a sex worker instead."
"It's still a good thing you refused but this might be also one of the reasons why you had leukemia," he informed me. "I would tell the police about this so they can give you bodyguards."
"Thank you, father." I rolled back my shirt down and tried to remember what happened with me before I was screaming. "I'm glad you understood my situation."
...
At the time I was already alone and closed my eyes, it was then I remembered how. I went into a huge ball and tried to stop my fears from escalating out of my control again.
No...
They already found me.
That woman who gave me trauma...
She knew where I am.
She's the leader of that syndicate, not his father.
That golden-haired beauty...
Why is she here?
What does she want from me?
'Good health, Kousei. I wish you for your good health.'
...
A/n: How do you think that woman got to Kousei? Tell me in the comments below!
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