You desire him.
You're infatuated with him, even though you don't show it.
You yearn to be around him.
You jump everytime you hear your phone because you know it could be him.
And when you're around him you're....estatic and joyful and lively and at peace.
How does he make you feel this way!?
There must be a word for what you feel. You don't know the word. You need to know the word.
You like him very much, this you know.
But like is too weak of a word.
And love is too strong of a word.
You don't love him.
Yet.
You are aware you are indeed in very great danger of falling in love with him.
He's a fantastic guy. He's so kind and funny.
You completely understand why Kaya likes him.
You understand why you would hate to let him go.
But what you are feeling....
You have no clue what you are feeling.
It's kind of a newborn feeling.
It's curious.
It's causious.
It's excited.
And it's very very frightened.
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Tom POV
Every spare moment Toms thoughts seem to be consumed with her.
He wasn't sure if it was a good thing or a bad thing.
He'd never had this feeling before.
It was like a blossom.
Full of life and hope.
Maybe it was like electricity.
Everytime he saw her it was like a electric outlet and the plug.
Maybe he was in love with her.
But he barely knew her.
No.... love was too strong a word.
His insides seemed to light up with undeniable happiness that he didn't want cured.
It made him chirpy.
It made him content.
It was like a flying feeling.
It was bliss.
And he was captivated with her.
She made him feel chipper, as he would say.
Part of it was just the way she was. The way she acted that rubbed off on him.
Cheerful and whimsical and lighthearted.
It made him animated and energized.
It was like a refreshing drink every time he was with her and all her perfections.
It was a newborn feeling he had.
Well, maybe it wasn't newborn, but he'd only recently realized how happy she made him.
The feeling was hard to explain.
It was watchful.
It was concerned.
It was inquiring.
And it was very very frightened.
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Jumping on the Train (Thomas Sangster fanfic)
Fanfiction"I don't know, Thomas. It just seems like it could be the start of something bad." Thomas leans over and looks directly into your eyes, "Ah, yes. It could be. But would you jump on this train if you knew it could be the start of something wonde...
