Heartbreak Girl

32. Letters

Em's POV

I'm not sure how much of this I can handle. I just get jealous but now I've ruined it because I had to prove that it hurts when someone you love kissing someone else. Why couldn't I just be a normal girlfriend, the girlfriend Luke deserves. I'm just going to go back to Australia, it seems I've messed up with Luke so why not.

I haven't spoken to Luke all day, I think he is avoiding me which makes it hard for me to think about or hear about him.

" B- Beth can we talk please" I could feel the frown already formed in my face. She deserved to know. She nodded her head and walked out of the room. I followed taking a huge breath before I begin " I'm going back to Australia because I can't stay hear anymore. Luke hates me and I can't handle all the lovely stuff you guys do without being able to do it myself. I've already booked me ticket and I leave tomorrow morning. I'm not planning on telling anyone but you. I've made them all letters for them to find out. I'll leave them on the table before I leave. I'm sorry!" I rushed. She had tears streaming down her face " ok, but I know for a fact Luke could never hate you. It's not like you cheated." She obviously didn't know and I wasn't planning to tell her. I will leave it in her letter.

By the time I went to sleep all my stuff had been packed and I was ready to go. I always run away from my problems and now was no exception.

Beth's POV

I couldn't take it all in. I didn't sleep at all last night. She was going back to Australia.

I heard a door click open and immediately knew it was Em. I snuck out of Ashton's arms trying not to wake him. But I was too late. She had already gone and left the letters on the table.

I read mine,

Dear Bethany,

I am sorry for any pain I have caused you but I had to go. I know Luke hates me because I did worse than cheat on him. I kissed another guy infront of him to prove a point. I am just to selfish and Luke deserves better. You all do.

Thanks for everything

Emma Leigh xxx

I couldn't hold back the tears. They just wouldn't stop flowing.

Ashton's POV

I woke up only to find an empty bed. I started to worry about where Beth could be. I decided to get up the boys with great struggle but Luke wouldn't leave his room. He wouldn't yesterday and not again today. What had happened to him?

I rushed down the stairs and was greeted with a crying Beth. I sprinted to her side and comforted her. There was a letter in her hand and then I saw one with mine, Cal's and Mikey's name on. But our full names which can't be good. There was a separate letter for Luke but it was addressed to ' Lucas Robert Hemmings' so they must be from Em. I opened the letter and started reading.

Dear Ashton, Calum and Michael,

I am extremely sorry for what I did to you, Beth and Luke. I just got jealous. I have gone back to Australia and will miss you all but it's for the best. Love you all. From Emma Leigh xx

What did she do to Luke?

Luke's POV

I was woken up by Ashton trying to get me out of my room but we both knew that it wasn't happening. What Happened with Em was all my fault. It happened so suddenly and then I thought it was her. She also kissed another guy and I know it was to make me hurt but it didn't work. I just feel like she deserves better. She should just go back to Australia. What am I saying, I can't live without her and I have to tell her this before she leaves or moves on. I quickly put on a pair of jogging bottoms and a random top. Putting a beanie on my head to hide the bed head and I know Em loves this beanie. I raced down the stairs and found everyone up apart from the person I wanted to see. They were all devastated and where slightly crying. I slowed down my pace and walked in. " What-" before I could ask they gave me a letter.

Dear Lucas Robert Hemmings,

I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I just get jealous and you get a lot of attention. But I understand that you want me to go, since you spent all day avoiding me yesterday. Now I have. I am on the plane back to Australia and I hope the career goes well. I can't wait to see how famous you get. I will always love you, wherever you are, Emma Leigh xxx

The letter left me just as devastated as the others. The only difference is that I ran back up to my room and cried into my pillow till I fell asleep.

Em's POV

" Boarding plane 1996 to Australia." That is my plane, and the number is Luke's birth year. Everything reminded me of him. I don't think I'll get over him. He wasn't the same as the others.

I was just about to board the plane and I am the last one. I stepped on and turned around watching the plane doors close, but instead I saw something that I wasn't expecting.