Skip a week and i started chemo and not been doing good
Romeo : hey wake up for a second
Tegan : what
Romeo : jonahs here do u want to talk to him or should i tell him to leave
Tegan : tell him to come up
Romeo : u sure cause u do meed rest
Tegan ; yh send him up
Romeo ; ok do u need anything
Tegan : no all good
Romeo : ok
He goes and i sit up covering my face I feel so nauseous
Jonah : its the afternoon and your still in bed
I nod my head
Tegan : come here
He gets in bed with me and i cuddle into him
Jonah : are u ok
Tegan : mhm what have u been doing
Jonah : frineds coffee harry potter and chillen with the fam
Tegan : nice
Jonah : how was your little vaction
Tegan : it was good
Jonah ; just good
Tegan : mhm
I quickly get out of bed going to the bathroom throwing up
Tegan : jeuse
I get up and i brush my hair and teeth and i walk out getting back in bed
Jonah : are pregante
Tegan : no
Jonah : good cause that's what im meant to do
I slap his arm
Tegan : Jonah
Jonah ; im joking tegan calm down
Tegan : don't joke about that
Jonah : I'm sorry
He cuddles me
Jonah : i an't ready for kids
Tegan : cause u wanna carry on being stupid
Jonah ; no
Tegan ; or screw girls other girls
Jonah ; only girl i plan on screwing is u
I let out a little laugh
Tegan ; well i don't plan on sleeping with u any time soon
Jonah : ouch
Tegan : not as in a mean way but stuff is just happening at the minute and its really tiring me out .
Jonah : are u sleeping with other people
Tegan : no cause at the minute i only have eyes for u
He lifts my chin up and kisses me and i kiss him back
Jonah : i only have eyes for u aswell
Tegan : good better stay that way
Jonah : it will and same for u
Tegan : it will
Jonah : good
The door then opens
Mom ; only me
Tegan : what
Mom ; how u feeling
Tegan : shatterd like I've been hit by a truck
Mom ; u need to rest
Tegan : i am
Mom ; right take your meds
She hands my meds and i take them
Tegan : thanks
Mom : of course also door open please
Tegan : ok
Mom : bye
She goes
Jonah : shit ton of meds
Tegan : yep
I lay down
Jonah : why are u so tired
Tegan : don't know just am
I start coughing and jonah rubs my back
Jonah : do u want me to go let u rest
Tegan : no but if u want to go
Jonah : no i want to stay
Tegan : good
Jonah : are u sure your ok
Tegan : mhm fine do u just want to watch a film
Jonah : sure
I grab my remote turning on tv and jonah makes us watch harry potter
Jonah : swear your falling asleep
Tegan : mhm
Jonah : don't drool on me
Tegan : shh
He starts laughing and u can hear yelling from down stairs
Tegan : I'll be back
Jonah ; ok
I get out of bed slowly walking to jens room and shes covering her ears
Tegan : its ok come on
I take her hand and we go to my room
Jonah : hey jen
Jen : hi
Tegan : we should play a game of i spy I'll go first
Jen : yh
Tegan : hmmm i spy with my little eye beginning with l
Jonah : lolly pop
I shake my head
Jen : laptop
Tegan : u got it
Jen : eye spy with my little eye something beginning with w
Jonah : wires
Jen : nope
Tegan : willy wonkers chocolate
Jen : mhm
Jonah ; i know window
Jen ; yh
Jonah : ok my go i spy with my little eye something beginning with f
Tegan : what f
Jonah : yh
Jen : flowers
Jonah : dang it your smart
Jen ; yh
Tegan : unfair
Jen ; i spy with my little eye something beginning with b
Tegan : easy bed
Jen : yh
Jonah : that was quick
Tegan ; ha
I start coughing and my head goes so funny
Tegan : I'll be back
I go to the bathroom throwing up i get up and i brush my teeth and i walk out
Jen : why are mommy and dadd yelling
Tegan : there being stupid don't worry about it
Jen ; i don't like it
Jonah : no one dose just ignore it im sure it will end soon enough
Jen : its been like this for days
Tegan : theres just stuff happening but i promise u it will all blow over soon
Jonah : is everything ok
Tegan : all good
Jonah : sure
Tegan : yes
Jonah ; ok
Jen : jonah why are u here all the time
Jonah : cause i want to spend time with your annoying sister
Tegan : blah
Jonah ; blah
Tegan : blah blah blah blah
He kisses me
Jen : eww
Tegan : oh shh you'll understand when your a bit older
Jen : boys are gross
Jonah : am i gross
Jen : no boys at my school are they pick there bloggers and eat them
Me and jonah ; eww
Tegan : ok maybe boys your age are distgusting
Jonah : yh
Jen : yh
Tegan : stay away from them no making out
Jen : no
Jonah ; nothing wrong with making out
Tegan : shes 6 Jonah no making out with guys
Jen : no kissing yuck
Tegan : good girl
Jonah ; ok
Jen : im going back to my room
Tegan : come back if everything gets to much
Jen ; ok
She goes and i lay back down
Jonah : shes so cute
Tegan ; she is
Jonah : honetly shes the cutiest 6 year old
Tegan : mhm yh
He lays down facing me
Jonah ; are u sure your ok
Tegan : im fine
I put my hand on his face and i lean over kisses him
Tegan : im fine
I wisper
He kisses me and i kiss him back he swips his tonge against my lips and i open up and we fight for denomination and he wins . I sit up and i start coughing and jonah moves my hair and starts kissing my neck .
Tegan : Jonah
I turn around and he carrys on kissing my neck finding my sweet spot and i let out a moan .
Dad : tegan is everything ok
Tegan : fine
Dad : well diners ready
Tegan : ok
Dad ; come on
I get up
Jonah ; i should go
Tegan ; ok
He kisses me again and we go down stairs
Jonah : bye
Tegan : bye
He goes and i i sit down and we all eat
Tegan : jen can u go to your room
Jen : yh
She goes
Tegan : u guys need to stop fighting jen is 6 shes scared and if it's over my medcal bills . Use my collage fund mean its no use
Mom : no
Tegan : yes no more fighting
Dad : stell we need the money
Mom ; no
Tegan : please
Mom : we can't take your money u worked hard for it
Tegan : do u want my medcal bills to be payed do u want to lose the house...no so use my money
Mom : fine
I start coughing
Dad : go to bed u need sleep
I nod my head
Tegan : night
Mom ; night
I get up and i go upstairs going to the bathroom i turn on the shower and i have my shower i get dressed and brush my brushing my hair and teeth and i walk out going to my room and i get in bed
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