Tegan : mom we need to go
Mom : ok
Dad : bye
We walk out the door getting in the car and my mom drives to Minneapolis . Going into the hospital and i get all sorted for chemo
Mom ; how u feeling
I stick my thump up
Tegan : good
Mom : tired
Tegan : yh but all good
Mom : ok
Tegan : mom can u please stop trying to fight with dad
Mom : were trying stop its just a stressful time
Tegan : i know but its having an affect on jen
Mom ; were trying
Tegan : ok
Mom : right i see lena coming I'll go get food
Tegan : bye
She goes
Lena ; what up
Tegan : the sky
Lena : haha so funny
Tegan ; i know so how u
Lena ; shatterd having a toddler is hard
Tegan : u can do it
Lena ; yh so how u been
Tegan : a lot of vomiting
Lena : u kinda get used to it
Tegan : and like I've got this wired taste in my mouth
Lena : yep that chemo taste but yet again u will get used to it
Tegan ; mhm
Lena : u know it was my sons 3rd birthday today i hate how I'm not there today
Tegan ; you'll see him later
Lena ; i know
Tegan : i just wanna sleep
Lena : me too
I start coughing
Lena : cough up your cuts
Tegan ; im surprised i haven't honesty
We both start laughing
Tegan : loving life
Lena ; it will get better
Tegan : mhm
I lean my head back
Skip a few hours back home
Mom ; go take a nap
Tegan : don't worry i am
Mom ; good
I go upstairs
Romeo : hoe
Lily ; hey don't be mean
Tegan : hey
Lily : how's my maid of honour
Tegan ; tired hows soon to be cooper
Lily ; amzimg but u good Friday to come round to sort last few wedding things.
Tegan ; yh
Lily : good and please don't lose anymore weight the dresses need to look good
Tegan : trust me I'm trying not to weight
Lily : ok how was chemo
Tegan : a ok
Romeo : lils she needs sleep
Lily : right sorry
Tegan ; love u
Lily : love u too baby
I let out a little laugh
Tegan : bye
Lily : bye
I walk into my room getting in bed and i practically fall asleep stright away .
Skip a few hours
Jonah : wake up
He pokes my face and turn on my side covering my face
Jonah : no wake up
Tegan : go away
Jonah : nope
I pull the covers off my face
Jonah : god your lazy
Tegan : i know
Jonah : did u just have voice crack
Tegan : leave me alone
He starts laughing
Tegan ; my throat hurt
Jonah : my head hurts
Tegan : we can be ill together
Jonah : fun
He gets in bed with me and i cuddle into him
Tegan : your boiling
Jonah ; your frezzing
Tegan : i am cold
Jonah : how its like 100 degrees
Tegan : im wired
Jonah : your bodys ill
Tegan : no shit
Jonah : sexy body
Tegan : shut up
I start coughing
Jonah : love our shitty health
I let out a little laugh
