Shawn's P.O.V
I sobbed, sitting in the waiting room at the hospital.
My mom rubbed my back, trying everything she could do to calm me down. "Everything will be okay Shawn, Alia is going to be okay" my mom reassured me.
My body was shaking waiting for the updates on Alia. She was in a serious car accident and it was all my fault that she was even here.
"This is all my fault" I looked up at my mom and wiped my eyes. "If I didn't say those hurtful words, she never would have left the hotel in the first place"
Putting my hands up over my face again I cried. I really didn't think I had any tears left in me.
~1 Hour later~
A doctor walked out of a room and over to me and my mom. I stood up along with Alia's family.
"how is she?" I asked calmly.
The doctor smiled at me and looked down at her clipboard.
"she's okay now, she has a few broken ribs and a mild concussion but she should be okay"
"can I see her?" I asked.
"of course"
Following the doctor down the hallway and into Alia's room. The blinds were shut and the back lights were on so it wasn't to bright in the room.
"Hey" I said giving her a small smile.
Alia's P.O.V
I turn my head to look at Shawn and couldn't even bring myself to smile at him.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him coldly.
"i'm so sorry for everything" he whispered, I could see the tears down his face.
I laughed a little. Watching as my family and Shawn's all looked at me.
"your sorry? are you out of your mind? Do you know how hurt I was and still am when you told me that you wished Camila was your girlfriend and not me. because she's talented and has a great voice, and i'm just using you for money? Is that what you think of me? I'm so sorry i'm not Camila Cabello your Señorita" I yelled and felt the tears fall down my face.
"I regret everything I said just please Alia just forgive me" he said. "Alia please we can fix this love" Shawn cried.
"We cannot fix what's already broken Shawn" I replied.
"love please, please forgive me" he gently grabbed my hand.
"I already gave you about three chances Shawn" I pulled my hand from his.
"it was all just for the music video" he pleaded with me.
"It's not just about the song" I cried. "you kissed her about five different times and didn't even tell me. It's just normal to go around kissing your friends and not tell your girlfriend?" I asked.
"i'm so so sorry please, please forgive me" I sat on the chair next to her bed.
"I can't ever trust you Shawn, not after this" I looked at him. "just go please"
"Alia I know I screwed up but we're not done, i'm going to make you mine again" he got up and went to leave the room.
"goodbye Shawn"
"please don't say goodbye baby, saying goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting" he gave me a small smile. "i'm going to marry you one day! Mark my words Alia"
part written by shawnmunchkin
