Ghost Boy (S.M)

twenty eight

I pull into Jace's drive way and leave his keys outside the windshield. Honestly I really don't care if they get stollen, Jace can go to hell.

I wipe even more of my tears and run to house.

I look around and my mom and Sammy aren't up, it is around midnight so I guess it makes sense that they are asleep.

I then run up the stairs and go to my room, slamming it behind me.

Immediately I throw my purse on the ground and take off my clothes changing into a large sweatshirt, that's like a dress on me.

I can't believe he would do that to me! He was so nice! What happened? I don't even care, if he really cared about me he would never have done that bullshit.

Let's not forget about Mason, he almost raped me.

Just thinking about the word rape makes me jump on my bed and cry into a pillow.

This is the worst night of my life!

"Gracie?" I hear a familiar voice say. I turn my head to see Shawn sitting on the bed with me.

He quickly sees my eyes. I'm guessing there is mascara everywhere and my eyes were extremely red. "Go away!" I order him. But he doesn't leave.

"Gracie what happened?" He immediately crawls by my side and holds me.

My head is in between his arm and chest. I just cry into his shoulder.

He strokes my head. "Shhhhhh, it's okay." He whispers. "I've got you."

I keep crying for around thirty minutes. I just keep thinking about how Jace betrayed me. How could he do that? He was so nice and caring. He's not the same boy I met this summer.

I finally calm down and am ready to talk to Shawn. I have to tell someone about tonight. I can't keep it in.

Shawn notices I've calmed down. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asks gently.

I just nod into his shoulder. "Tonight, I, um." I couldn't say the word rape. "Something happened with mason, he almost raped me." I said in between sobs.

Shawn tensed up. I could tell he wanted to find mason and hurt him. But all he wanted to do right now was hold me. "And I was trying to find Jace to take me home but I found him in bed with another girl, Hannah." I said in between sobs again.

He held my tighter and even started to cry a little too. "I'm so sorry Honey." He moved his body to fully hug me and hold me. "I will never ever let anything like that happen to you again." He says with so much passion in his voice.

I just lay there in his cold arms crying. I hate him seeing me like this, but I also really need it.

Shawn starts to hum a melody I've never heard before. (A/N Never be alone Melody) I knew he could sing but I didn't know he was so good. I could tell by just his hum that he had a angelic voice.

His voice helped me calm down again. "Why don't you sing to me more?" I ask almost asleep.

"I don't know baby." I don't like him calling me names like honey and baby, but it's Shawn he does it a lot. It's kind of inappropriate but it sounds so good when he calls me those name.

Eventually I fall asleep to him humming and holding me. Somehow that was the best sleep I've had in a long time.