Fear | K.th [Editing]

An Eye For An Eye [R] [58°]

i just want to say forewarning; there is a mention of SA [s*xual a*sault]

please refrain from calling the characters any names, because their actions will be explained.

...except for korain, you can go ahead and call him whatever, i don't blame you

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I pull the sweater over my shoulders as I walk back into the library after making sure no one was around. No one comes in here regularly. Yoongi and I made it our little getaway whenever Jimin or Taehyung would get on our nerves and we needed somewhere other than their rooms to consult in.

I scan around the area, expecting Korain to be here. He was toying with me and I was falling for it. What the fuck was even going on with me earlier? Every time Taehyung would get close I'd picture him doing something bad to me. I should probably talk to Seokjin about it, he seems like the only person I can trust around here.

"I knew you'd come." I look over at Korain who was standing in between the large shelves of books, back pressed against one that was attached to the wall.

I hold back my sigh and step toward him. "Well, you were making it pretty obvious that you wanted me to follow you."

He was beaming, another cigarette perched in between his teeth. "I must say, Rosie Gold, when I walked in here earlier--sure, I thought I'd see a hag librarian that looked so old her titty milk would come out like dust--What I didn't expect to see was that little twink's tongue halfway down yer throat."

I place my hands on my hips, annoyed with this conversation already. "I'm sure you were getting off from it, probably why you didn't say anything then."

His eyes twinkle. "Was that suppose to be a secret rendezvous that no one was suppose to find out about? Is there a kink to this? He calls ya mommy, don't he?" He cackles, loud.

"It was a one time thing—"

"Oh sure, now that ya know someone else saw." He retorts, eyes narrowing.

I glower at him, waiting for him to get on with why he made me come here. He takes a deep breath, tilting his head back. His neck flexes under the bundle of inked flowers tatted onto the skin.

"I'm sure yer aware that blackmail is to come in use of this situation, right?" Reluctantly, I nod. "Ya gots dirt on me 'n I gots dirt on ya. There gots to be some compromise..." I know I have to do whatever Korain wants if it gets him to shut up about this. He'll probably make me keep my mouth shut about Soomi and what he did to me and then promise not to mention the kiss to his brother.

I really don't know where Taehyung and I's relationship stands. I know he says he loves me and I think...I feel some type of way toward him. We established that we would somehow start over. It's kind of hard since he's done a lot of shitty things to me, I can't just forgive him easily. And it'll be bad if he hears that I willingly let Yoongi kiss me; bad for me and bad for Yoongi.

In some way it's betrayal. I'm afraid that he might convert back to his psychotic demeanor if it were to get out. I'd feel guilty for the rest of my life if I knew I was the one who made Taehyung wicked again.

For now, I just have to play by Korain's rules.

He takes a large step forward, pushing me up against the bookshelf. His lips curve upward into a Cheshire grin. His eyes glisten with mischief. He's already figured out what he wants me to do. He blows into my face, smoke pooling into my vision as he speaks. "I'd love to feel the warm, wet walls of yer pussy wrapped 'round my dick again."