Fear | K.th [Editing]

Love me Now, Touch me Later [57°]

"Could I ask for a favor?" Yoongi comes up from beside me, a book in hand as he sits down in the chair parallel to where I'm sitting. I notice him fidgeting again, fingers gripping around the corners of the book in his hand. I recognize the cover art of the book; a novel by Mary Shelly, her famous 1818 classic novel 'Frankenstein.' I remember reading it for an English assignment back in college--also remembering how hard it was to understand the old English.

It was a Wednesday morning and Yoongi and I were allowed to stay in the medium sized library where it was less chaotic and quieter. I lower the book that I was reading. "Sure, what is it?"

He becomes even more nervous, biting down on his lower lip as he avoids eye contact. "C-Could we...could we k-kiss?"

"Aren't you gay?" He lets out an exasperated sigh, placing the book in his hand onto the table stand beside the chair.

"That's what I-I want to figure out." He replies back. Now I'm intrigued. I lean forward, eyebrows furrowed as I take in his words.

"Wait, let me get this straight," I hold back a grin, not wanting him to feel insecure. "You want to kiss me to see if you're not actually gay?"

He's flushing, eyes looking everywhere around the room. He nods once. "I was kind of force to have homosexual interactions with Mr. Park and you're the only female I'm close with here, so I thought it would be a good idea to ask you."

"We've kisses before though." I mention, thinking back to when I had kissed him to make him shut up before he could spill our plan to escape and get us caught by Jimin who was eavesdropping.

"I-I know, but it was really quick and abrupt-"

"So, you want it slower?" His lips purse into a wobbly line, even more flustered than before at my teasing. I tell him to relax and that I'd kiss him if it'd help him figure himself out. "What if Jimin sees this--sees us--kissing?"

He shakes his head. "He won't. He's in the infirmary getting scolded by Dr. Kim for coming in a day later after being beaten up by Korain. He made me leave so I wouldn't witness it."

I hum, nodding. I look around the library, making sure we're the only ones in here. "Well, whenever you're ready."

He takes a deep breath and scoots a little more forward to get closer to me. "Um, should I take the lead?"

"If you want."

"O-Okay," His pale hand comes up to my cheek. It was shaking tremendously. This almost reminds me of when I first kissed Solar; I was freaking out just like Yoongi. I close my eyes when I realize I'm staring at him, probably making him even more of a mess.

I feel his lips; chapped, yet soft. I tilt my head to the right and he tilts his head to the left. He takes it slow, sighing into the kiss. He tastes like green tea and honey.

His thumb caresses the skin against my face. I'm surprised when his other hand comes in contact with my waist, pulling me closer. This was interesting. I part my eyes open, letting out a small moan when he applies pressure. I bring my hands up to roam his body, following in suit of his every movement.

He starts getting a bit rougher, a bit faster. The hand on my waist keeps me from getting lost in the pleasure. I moan louder when he bites down on my lip. I quickly pull back, my hands leaving his body and his hands leaving mine. I breathe heavily, chest going up and down. "Shit."

He looks at me, worried. "S-Sorry, was it something I did?"

I shake my head. "I would've totally let your tongue go down my throat if I wasn't so surprised when you bit my lip." I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand, haze unfocused.