Sunshine ( Matthew Espinosa FanFic ) ♡

Chapter 35: The surprise

I slightly open my eyes and when I see that I'm in a hospital bed, again, I really wished I'd never had woken up. I sigh, I didn't make it. I have a private room that I'm staying in, with a blue chair by my side and a plant in the corner of the room. Wow, I feel like shit. The last thing I remember was laying down on my bed back at home.

"Good morning. " A nurse smiled at me, I've seen her before and I know her name is Evelyn. I just close my eyes again and roll my head to the other side. Tears start running down my eyes as I try to fall back asleep. Evelyn took my cold hand.

"What's wrong Mia? " She asked me. "You should be happy, I know that your loved ones are thrilled to hear that you woke up and feeling good. " Evelyn was doing paperwork and at the same time giving me some more meds with a tube that was attached to my hands. Well, in fact I am not feeling that good but what so ever.

I open my eyes and look at the nurse without saying anything. I just stare her without any emotion.

"How long- " I suddenly stop the sentence. My voice is completely gone, it's shivering and I could barely whisper. 

"Yes? " Evelyn smiled at me. She seemed really happy that I'm still here.

I try again. "How long have I been sleeping? " I whisper to her.

"I'm sad to tell you this but I'm going to be completely honest. " Evelyn placed down the papers and sat right next to me.

That's something new I think to myself. I have gotten used to that in hospitals they never tell you the truth. Never, so I'm surprised Evelyn is actually keeping it real. 

"You were in a coma for two days now. For a second we thought we lost you... " Evelyn looked down at the floor. "But luckily you are still here with us. " She smiled.

So I was basically dead for a while... 

"Can I ask you something...? " I ignore the whole coma thing.

"Anything. " 

I take a deep breath, I don't know how she is going to react to my question. 

"Can you just pull out the wires... please. " I cry. "Or just give me too much medicine I don't care just do something. Evelyn I don't want to live anymore. "

She looks at me with her extremely sad eyes.

"I'm sorry Mia but I can not do that. " She whispered to me. I sob and start to panic. Evelyn held my arm and looked me in the eye.

"Calm down sweetheart... " 

"Please, I'm sure if we talk to the head doctor they can do something. You won't get in to any trouble this is my own will please! " 

"Mia stop saying things like that or they will put you in to a different section so you won't harm yourself... As much as I would love to take your pain away... There's nothing we can do about that. I'm sorry Mia. "

I close my eyes again.

"If it makes you any happier, someone special called today and said they would visit you. " Evelyn is trying so hard to cheer me up.

"No visitors... Just leave me alone okay. " I whisper keeping my eyes shut. I know it's Mariel or Darlene and I want to see neither one of them. Yes I love them both very much... I don't even know.

"I'll go get you some water. " Evelyn left the room. 

I can't really move, I'm depressed and I can't really do anything. The pills that they give me here make me dizzy and a little sleepy, which is good since all I can do is to sleep.