Our Story (Kidge + Plance One-shots)

Scared As Hell - Kidge.

This is a KIDGE story.

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Keith was going to sacrifice himself to save us. He flew straight to the beam, ready to give his life so we could live. He didnt even think twice over dying for us. No one felt good hearing about his quick thinking idea. No one could look at him in the eyes after being told we couldn't have lived over him dying. 

I felt angry, i wanted to scream at him for being a bigger idiot then lance. I wanted to cry into his warm chest and tell him how much he means to us, to the team, to voltron but mostly to me. But instead i walked away, i walked into my room and locked the door. I took his jacket that i stole in the morning and placed it on. 

I remember him chasing me all around the castle after lance told him i was walking around wearing it. He didnt notice me sneaking into the training room and taking his jacket.

He never noticed me watching him as he training each morning. He never noticed how red my face gets when i see him or even hear his name. He doesn't see the love in my eyes when i look at him. He never notice the bright warm smiles he given by me compare to the smiles i give us. He never noticed the water bottle i left by his bag each morning when he trains since he always forget to take one.

He doesn't notice the pain i feel whenever I'm around him. He doesn't notice the tears in my eyes as he walks away. He doesn't notice how much i love him. 

BUT

He notice her smile, he notice her every time she enters the room. He notices her as she enters the training room to set everything up for bonding. He notice when she feeling sad or angry. He runs to her side whenever she needs someone while he only runs after me when i steal his jacket. 

But 

I'm going to stop trying, I'm going to stop hurting myself. I'm going to stop looking at his back as he walks with the others but never me. I'm going to stop crying over the smile he gives her. I'm going to stop being in love with him while he loves her. 

Everyone thinks I'm strong and brave but its just an act. I wanted to been seen as strong for him. I wanted him to think i was brave. I wanted him to notice me more then the rest but now it just makes him not bother to check up on me like he dose for her and the rest of the team.

She going to tell them, she tell them just how scared she really is. 

She wasn't scared of death. 

She wasn't scared of the Galra.

She wasn't scared of losing the war. 

She wasn't scared being forgotten.

She wasn't scared of anything but one thing.

She was scared of losing him forever.

The only think that truly scared her was him dying .

Now that made her Scared as Hell. 

"pidge" Lance said with a small voice as he knock on the door after hearing small sobs.

"sorry, i be out in a sec" Pidge yelled back as she wiped her tears. 

"no rush its just" Lance started to say with a frown but stopped for a breath.

"just" Pidge asked as she opened the door.

"keith wanted his jacket back since" Lance started to say with sadness in his voice as he looked to his small friend.

"since" Pidge asked.

"allura seemed cold" Lance said as he watched his friend become heart broken.

"got it" Pidge said in a small voice and took the jacket off before passing it to lace. 

"I'm sorry i know yo" Lance started to say but was stopped by his friend shaking her head.

"no" Pidge said lifting her face showing her normal goofy smile.

"you sure" Lance asked and Pidge nodded.

"lets play games later, i wont show any mercy" Pidge grinned and giggled like she didnt became broken hearted. 

"sure" Lance smiled and watched pidge eyes turn more dull while her smile grew. 

"hurry up, i want to kiss your ass already" Pidge joked and pushed lance to get going. 

She was scared as hell of losing him.

But Now She Had No fears.