Anastasia's wishes

Chapter 30 -Playing house-

*Warning: mature content*

Nathan's POV
I lead her to the kitchen. We eat together. I miss the time that we spend together.

"So your brother is here too?" She asks me.

"Yes, he's just arrived today. He has to finish something first at The States. Is it okay if you and Parker meet him?"

"Yeah, okay."

"He wants to explain what we should expect about Lisa. She's dangerous." I have talked to Blake. He warned me that Lisa could be in Australia already.

"Okay. Can I ask you something?" She looks unsure.

"Shoot it, babe."

"When you asked for a divorce, why did you want me and Parker to change our last name? Why you didn't want Parker to have your name?" She looks hurt.

"At that time, I haven't got my team. My brother wasn't back yet. I have to take some precautions. If this thing ends up bad, I have to make sure that Parker won't have a relation with me. I'm afraid if I got caught by the police or something, people will see the name Smith, and they will realize he 's my son."

"Don't put all of your burdens in your shoulder from now on."

"I know, baby. I'm sorry, okay?"

We clean the dishes and then wait for Parker to wake up. When it's time for him to eat, Ana still embarrasses at me so she uses the napkin again. After Parker is breastfed, it seems like he forgets about his cut. He plays with us. He has a lot of energy.

"Why don't we buy some toys for him? Let's go to a mall. I want to buy him some."

"Let's buy it when we have to go back to The States, okay? What's the point of buying toys if we end up leaving it?" She surprises me.

"Okay. So we will go back to The States soon?" I ask her excitedly.

"Yeah, I will talk to my boss tomorrow. Of course, I will need some time to finish my job first. And I have to talk to Bree first."

"We'll do it together."

We spend time as a family together for the first time. We watch TV, sing along together. I can see Ana is a great mother. I'm proud of her.

When the night comes, I know Ana is anxious. She's putting Parker to his bed. I wait for her while I sit on a couch in the living room.

"So, Parker is sleep," she looks nervous.

"Come here, " I call her. She comes to me. When she moves to sit beside me, I grab her so she sits on my lap. She blushes.

"You're a great mother, Ana," I kiss her cheek.

"Thank you."

I stroke her hair and lift her face so I can see her face.

"I miss this lovely face. I'm going to kiss you, baby."

And I do. I kiss her forehead, eyes, cheeks, and then her lips. She is so soft. I kiss her slowly, I suck her lips, then her tongue. I kiss her beautiful neck and inhale her smell. I suck her neck, I lick her earlobe. I see her goosebumps. I know how to turn her on. She moans. Her hands start to roam my body. She's straddling me now. My cock is throbbing.

"I need you, baby," I whisper to her.

She looks at me with lust in her eyes.

"Take me." And that is all it takes. I carry her to her bed.

When I enter her room, she turns the light off and starts to unbutton me. I need to see her. I need to make sure she's real, I turn it on again and I help her to take off my clothes. When I start to take off her clothes, she says, "Turn off the light, Nate,"

"I need to see. I miss your body."

"Please," she begs.

And then I stare at her. She doesn't want to see me. So I lift up her chin.

"Baby, look at me. Why do you need to turn off the light?"

"I'm not the same," she shakes her head.

"Yes. You carried my baby. There will be marks. But I'm proud of that. It's the evidence of you carried my baby."

"I'm also fat. My boobs are so much bigger now."

I realize her bigger tits. But I love it.

"Stop it. I loved your body before. I love it more now. Your boobs are perfect, baby. It nourishes my baby."

I stroke her tits. I can feel her nipple starts to get hardened under my touch. I take off her clothes. And I resume my kissing.

Now my hands are roaming her body. She's sexier than ever. I open her pants. And then I open my zipper and I take the pants and boxer off me. I'm naked now. I put her in bed. I open her bra and I can see her tits. I'm on top of her. I settle my body between her legs.

I start kissing her chest. She is squirming under my touch. I kiss her tits and then I take one of her nipples to my mouth. I suck it, lick it, and bite it playfully. I move to suck the other nipple and my right-hand pinches her other nipple. I know how sensitive her tits are. She likes me playing with her tits. Her moans are getting louder now.

"Please, baby, please," she begs me.

"What do you need, baby?" I tease her.

"Please, take me."

I pull her panties off. She shaves her pussy. She always does. I put my cock in front of her opening. I can't stand any more foreplay. It's been a year since I have sex. I slid inside her. She is tight. I start to pump my cock.

"Yes! Yes! Baby, I need more. Oh, God." She knows how much I like her talking dirty. I pump harder. I pinch one her nipple and sucks her neck. I feel her pussy is quivering. She's coming.

"Come for me, sweetheart. Strangle my cock, Ana." And she does. We come together.

"I love you, Ana," I tell her and I kiss her neck. I turn and put her on top of me.

"I love you too, Nate." I stroke her hair until I feel her sleeping