Late update bc I forgot oops. It's 11:55pm August 27, 2019. I'm really tired and really need to get to sleep but I wanna update before I forget. Am I bipolar???? I went to sleep around 12:30 last night and woke up at 6am which was weird but I kept myself from falling back asleep because I wanna sorta try to fix my sleep schedule idk. So after 3 hours of laying in bed, a glass of juice and a shower, I was in a pretty good mood. Kept laughing at everything, such as YouTube (obvs), my random acts of idiocy and my sister (I teased her a bunch, it was fun). I even got quietly yelled at but I couldn't help but laugh at the situation (I'll tell the story another time if y'all want). However it got me down a bit tho bc it always does. So I went back and continued with my marathon of watching my fav YouTuber (and a couple other random vids, still very good tho). So I was just dying a bit, absolutely sobbing with laughter and then 2 seconds later I was sobbing with depression and 2 seconds after that I was yelling at myself for being an idiot then went back to depression, then adoration, then depression, then scolding, then a big mess of all 4 for a long ass time. Was a weird day lol. Then I lounged and was forced to get up to make my bed then lounged some more then ate food then lounged then went on a desperate meme hunt for this image:
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So obviously I found it (with help of my best friend, love ya!❤️), but it took awhile lol. I had to use an image search site because I couldn't remember how to do it directly from google so now some site probably has access to my photos 🙃 whatever tho, all they'll find are weird memes and depressing crap 😂. I wasn't gonna use emojis in these but you know what? I don't even care anymore. I'll express emotions how I want, thank. The only ones I use on a regular basis tho are ❤️😂👍🙃👌. Wow ADD again lol. Hope I can sleep after this lol. This one was a bit shorter but whatever lol. It was still really ADD tho so sorry again about that lol. Thank you for reading and I love you all❤️
