The Story Of My Life

Wholesome stuff

So it's 9:00 pm on sept 21 2019, I might update later but idk. I had an idea this morning and was gonna write but was like "nah I'll do it later," and completely forgot, obvs.

So here I am, with a new idea. Idk if I've mentioned this before but I wanna dedicate a chapter to it.

(Also I've been trying to break up my paragraphs a bit more, to make it easier to follow 🙂)

So in between all my random attacks and stuff, I've been thinking a lot about how wholesome the internet can be. Wattpad in particular. I've had so many good, fun, deep, wholesome, and other amazing conversations in the comments section on random stories.

I've mentioned before, I'm the type that my mood can be changed by tiny things, and having someone follow me, or talk to me, or read/enjoy my content makes me really happy.

I know the internet can be dangerous and we should always be careful, but things like that will always make me happy. I can bond with people from all over the place over mutual interests, experiences, feelings, etc; some of which may not even have anything to do with the story in which we're chatting. It's a good feeling.

Some of the best feelings in the world, in my personal opinion, would be (in no particular order) :

- being noticed by senpai
- wholesome convos with strangers on the internet
- being loved by a pet, be it yours or not
- laughing until you're in pain and crying
- happy tears in general are great
- anything wholesome

It's always nice when I get to experience one of those. They make me so happy.

So by now you're probably all aware that I usually end my chapters with an apology for my ADD, but consistently end with a "thank you" and "ilyasm ❤️" I realize that after 12 chapters it probably sounds repetitive and routine, and I don't want that. I don't say things just for fun, I say it because I mean it, and I want you all to get to know me a bit better. The fact that you're here reading this and supporting me actually means more to me than it logically should. It's not much, but I hate asking a lot from people; it makes me uncomfortable when someone goes above and beyond for me. So little things like reading my stories really helps me out. I check every now and again and the last time I checked I think I was at 50 reads and I almost cried. To some writers that'd seem very small and insignificant, I realize that, but to me, who's never really been noticed or liked by many people, that's huge. And I'm so thankful.

So when I tell you thank you for reading, I'm serious. When I tell you ilyasm, it's no joke. It's not hard to win me over unless you've hurt me in the past, and none of you have done that. So please know that I'm being sincere. I really am so thankful for you all. Truly I am❤️❤️

Ps- just remembered a funny thing that happened earlier so I'll write about that in a bit ;P