WishBone

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

The next morning, I was laying in my bed changing the channels. I wasn't really trying to watch tv, but I was still upset after last night. Wyatt literally stormed off leaving me to cry alone. All I wanted to do was call him to see how he was holding up and make sure he was okay. Of course, I couldn't do that. I doubt he would even pick up the phone if I did try to call him. He'd see my name and just send me to voicemail.

This was the last day off until school tomorrow and I wasn't ready to run into him yet. Things would be awkward and I still needed to think about what I was doing before I showed my face in front of him. If I were him I wouldn't even give me the time of day. I kept telling him he had nothing to worry about, but always ended up doing something stupid with Carson. Granted it wasn't stupid, but I knew I was talking to Wyatt. I should have been smarter.

Still flicking through the channels, my door opened and in came Carson. He closed the door behind him. I half heartedly smiled when I saw him and he did the same thing back to me. Walking over to my bed, he climbed in and cuddled me. I really needed this right now and I was happy he was here to make me feel better. He didn't exactly have the best night either. Arguing with Maisie wasn't exactly anyones idea of fun. Besides, she got what she wanted now I was hoping she would leave me alone.

His head rested on top of mine and he sighed. "I'm sorry." Was all he muttered to me.

I shook my head and grabbed his hands. "What are you sorry for?" I asked him in a whisper tone. My voice wasn't exactly healed from all the crying I've been doing this year.

"If I hadn't came on to you, we, you wouldn't be in this situation." He said a little upset with himself.

I laughed. "Carson, that's ridiculous. Besides, I let it happen. I'm just as much in the wrong as you are." I joked with him a little bit, but it was true.

He was silent for a minute, but talked again. "You don't...regret it...do you?" He was nervous, but didn't have to be.

I can't even believe he was asking me that. Yeah things didn't go how we wanted them to, but that didn't mean I regret anything we did. It was all just very bad timing and we should have made sure we weren't messing with anybody before we did what we did. Carson knows exactly how I feel about him and no matter what that was never going to change. We just needed to get things together before we decided to pursue anything further. I wasn't going to try and be anything more with Wyatt, but his friend again. Through all the mess, he was great to me and he deserved more.

Until then, I turned over to face Carson and looked him directly in the eyes. As always I got mesmerized and smiled brightly. My hand rub against his cheek and I can see him getting lost too. It sure was nice being able to do these things with him because I wouldn't have been able to do this way back when. Our feelings for each other were pure, but we went about it the wrong way. When we should have just waited. It would have been easier and we wouldn't have had to hide it the way that we did. Only thing is, we didn't have to now.

Making the first move, I planted my lips right on top of his and smiled throughout. He did as well, but that didn't stop us from continuing. His hands moved down to my waist and he pulled me on top of him. My heart fluttered from the sudden roughness he was giving to me, but I liked it a lot. This sort of thing was still new to me, but I wasn't going to stop just because of my lack of experience. Besides, I was experiencing all of my fondest moments with him. What can be better than that?

Not thinking much about it, I found myself unbuttoning his pants. He followed suit and did the same thing to me. This probably was going to come off badly, seeing as this is the exact reason Wyatt didn't want to talk to me. Still, we couldn't resist each other and that much was evident. This was my childhood crush. The person I could only dream to do anything with. I loved him and I was going to show him how much I did.

We both slid our pants off and this time I was the one that was smirking at him. Slowly, I pushed myself on top of him making him slid inside me. A moment of bliss took over my body as I kept moving my hips back and forth. Carson's hands grabbed my waist so tightly and he began to move along with me picking up the pace. I smiled while also letting a moan escape my lips. My body shivered as I continued this fluent motion.

"Fuck, you're so amazing!" He yelled and next thing I know he was pinning me down onto the bed while he started to thrust his hips into me.

My body started to shake as his kept going faster and faster. All I could do was moan louder and louder. It sounded like they were bouncing off the walls. I couldn't help it though. Right from the start, he always knew what spots to hit. Granted he didn't lose his virginity to me like I thought he did. That didn't matter anymore. I was his and he was mine. There was nothing that could take away from this moment. Not this time.

Feeling myself ready to orgasm, my legs started shaking as I screamed in utter bliss. Carson groaned too and hit me with one last thrust before pulling out of me and getting his fill too. His hand cupped my face and he kissed me passionately again. My heart literally did a whole 360 not wanting to let him go. The butterflies fluttered around my stomach and we both smiled throughout the kiss. Cuddling up together again, we got under the blankets this time still half naked. It didn't matter to me anymore. He's seen me with less on at this point.

He had his arms wrapped around me tightly like he wasn't going to let me go. "I take that as you don't regret it." He said happily this time.

I laughed, snuggling up into him. "Never. How could I?" I asked him feeling super relaxed after everything. It was really a great feeling and made me get out of my runt.

He kissed my forehead and yawned afterwards. "I'm glad baby." He stopped, but then continued. "I love you."

I looked up at him. "You sure?" I don't know why I asked that because I knew the answer already.

"Considering you're the only other girl I said that too besides my mom, I'm sure." He smiled.

I smiled back. "I love you too." I said softly resting my head back onto his chest.

I hugged him tightly again and he hugged me back the same. Next thing I know, we both drifted off to sleep. It was pretty early in the morning for us to be doing anything like this. I didn't mind though because we finally didn't have anything holding us back. It was just Carson and I this time. Nothing was going to get in-between us and I was thrilled about it. Maybe we can finally focus on us instead of focusing on other things. That still didn't mean I wasn't going to try to get Wyatt to forgive me. I couldn't be with him, but we could keep our friendship in tact. It was the least I could do after causing him all this heart ache.