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y'all ain't as bold as i thought. let's go. be bold, ain't nobody gonna judge, we all horny here ☕️—————
"Oh, mami!" I choked out, turning my head to the side but only getting pulled back. Billie's hand was tight around my throat as her thumb rubbed my clit in tight circles.
She kept complaining that her hands hurt from punching the steering wheel and every time i wold tell her to stop, she would just push and rub harder. Not that i was complaining.
"You like that, hmm?" Billie said breathlessly, her sweaty hair hanging down and covering her hot cheeks.
"Yes, yes. Faster." I moaned, grinding against her hand now. She removed her hand from my throat to push my legs open further. I complied, pressing my feet against the mattress and spreading my legs wider, my knees ending up pointing to the walls.
My eyes remained glued to Billie's the whole time, and when i did that, they widened.
Bringing her hand back to my neck again, she pushed two of her fingers into me. I let out a loud gasp and tried to sit up at the shock but Billie's hand tightened around my neck, not letting me move.
"Still." Billie said quietly, moving her body over so she could watch her own fingers moving in and out of me. I whimpered once she removed her hand from my throat again and stretched her fingers before placing one over my lips.
I licked the tip of it, watching as Billie turned her head slowly to look at me. Her lips were parted and her face red. Her eyes wandered down to my lips where her finger was. I let my tongue glide over it before sucking it in my mouth.
Billie didn't know what to do with her eyes, they were looking everywhere. She tried to pull her finger out of my mouth but before it could slip out, i bit down hard on it. She flinched and stopped finger fucking me. I whined and let go of her finger, and then she continued her actions but harder.
"Billie." I dragged my teeth across my lip when Billie placed her hand on my left boob and started massaging it through the material of my shirt. I felt a familiar knot form at the bottom of my stomach.
Billie gazed at me with a look and i nodded, throwing my head to the side and moaning loudly once she slammed another finger into me and pumped all three in and out.
Billie moved her body to the bottom of the bed and lay down on her stomach, shoving her face into my pussy unexpectedly. Her tongue rubbed against my clit and that sent me over the edge.
Her fingers slowed as she helped me ride out an orgasm that was the best one i ever had.
Billie sat up and looked down at me intimidatingly. I saw her smirk before she pulled her top over her head and scooted up so she was laying beside me.
She leaned over and pressed a soft kiss to my lips which i sadly ended because i had to pull my pants back up my legs.
"Yo, i'm free!" Billie sighed happily, turning around to lay on her back.
"Yo, you should fuck me more!" I grinned once my sweats were back on. I rolled over on top of Billie and hid my face in her neck as she wrapped her arms around my body.
"You and Finn can do all you want now. You can release 'it never rains in LA.' Finneas can be up front." I murmured into her neck, closing my eyes slowly. Billie lifted my shirt up and started drawing patterns on my back.
"How are we gonna tour though?" She mumbled sadly.
"Hmm?"
"Well, we'd need to organise cars and flights-"
"Patrick."
"We would need to do lighting-"
"Finneas and I could do that."
"Hotel and venue bookings-"
"Maggie." I smirked, hearing Billie sigh.
"Meet and greets?" Billie asked quietly.
"They won't be a problem. Babe, you'll be fine. I'll be with you all through it all and if it gets too much, we can call up someone and ask if they would want you. But of course, you're Billie freaking Eilish. Everybody loves you. Especially me." I smiled softly and pressed my lips against hers for a quick kiss.
"I just- i can't ever go back. I can't just push a button and make it all stop. It's stuck with me. Forever. And i hate the thought of that. I don't hate my music, i don't hate my babies, i hate the fact that i will never be Billie O'connell again. Makes me wanna stop."
I pulled away from Billie and looked at her to see her crying silently. My heart hurt at the sight of her tears.
"Makes me wanna end it. End me."
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this whole chapter is basically just smut but y'all better not be complaining
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bitch // billie eilish
Fanfictionc o m p l e t e d "Mia, i'd like you to leave." "Bitch." ----- h i g h e s t r a n k i n g s #1 on billieeilish #1 on gxg #1 on lesbian