Avatar Of The Void (Rwby X Male Reader) 18+

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Sitting in the library I help the girls with their class work. Neo was on her scroll playing a game, uninterested in this study session. Star needed a lot of help, Aqua just had trouble with two subjects, and Blake only asked help when she needed. I got really good at studying because this is how I usually am around everyone. Everyone I spend time with always had trouble and I taught them what I know, which in turn helped me retain and understand everything, a simple win-win situation. Everytime I got close to them I subtly and stealthily latched my power into them. No pain, no noise, and always out of sight. I would place a hand on their shoulder, pat their heads on their good work, and even whenever I used their pencils I would leave a bit there to transfer over once they retrieved it. After about twenty minutes they started to become flustered. Blake even started asking for more help, despite knowing most of the material. My power is quite addicting to them, they want to be close to me. Neo started to get interested as she started to look at us with a mischievous smile. I personally would have continued, but something I didn't expect happened.

"Mr. L/N." Glynda's voice spoke as she stood behind me. I was helping Sun with Math.

"Yes professor?" I asked.

"The headmistress would like to speak with you." She said.

"Can't it wait? I'm helping them." I said.

"No... She said it was important." She replied, "It has to do with your family."

"Okay? Why should I care?" I replied.

"Not just your parents..." She added.

"I see... Okay." I replied, "I'll see you girls later. Sorry Neo guess something came up." I said, she replied with a pout. I followed Glynda to the headmistress as I was thinking what does my sister have to do with this. I followed her through the hallways as I pondered a few things in my head.

"I find it great that you are able to help so many with their assignments. You're a very talented student." She said.

"I work hard." I replied.

"Yes I am aware. I even saw your transcripts from you previous school." She began.

"Yes yes. Near perfect grades, I know." I replied.

"Something wrong?" She asked.

"I got good at school for Sera. She took care of me, wanted to be a Huntsman so she could stop and relax. You know she earned it... Which makes me realize... Why do I still try? She is not here anymore, why do I keep my grades up?" I questioned. Indeed my thoughts came to this. Why do I still want to do well?

"Would Sera have wanted you to stop?" Glynda asked.

Is that it? Is it because I know she would want me to? Or is it because I want her to be proud of something? After all I'm hurting people. Do I study so that she can rest just a small bit?

"Of course not. She wouldn't." I replied. Everyday with the knowledge that my hand was the thing that killed her. I find it disgusting and I want to erase it, but I cannot. My mind always clings to it. Glynda stops and turns to me.

"I'm sorry that you have to go through this." She said, "I wish you didn't have to. You're a kind boy and deserves to have a joyful life." She said looking down at me.

"I don't think that's possible anymore." I replied as I could still remember her smile. It was always so gentle, a few if my friends can substitute it slightly... But it's not the same. It always feels slightly forced and full of pity. I felt a hand touch my shoulder.