The Mafia Family

Chapter 30

Renny's POV

It's been days after what happened with D that I  had to go and see the gang. Shay may have learned what happened but I should see how they were doing. Since I'm the only one who can see her. The hideout was busy and talk about taking down the person who did this to D. People have been coming to me and telling me where she is and then Shay told everyone to get back to work.
"Renny, my office. Now."

"A bit nicer would be nice." I head upstairs and annoyed, why did I come here? They won't find King's location since Maverick is doing it. Shay entered the room and already taking his shirt off. "Charming. You want to start with that?"

"How's our girl D doing? I have some men to look for the bastards who did this to her."

"She's the same. In a coma, those bastards will pay."

"They will pay. How's life over there?"

"I'm not having this talk with you since you want to know what's going on between me and Flynn."

"You fucking with him?"

"Why you want to know that?"

"I can see how he looks at you. I gave him what he deserve by looking at my girl!"

"I'm not your girl! We don't have anything besides the sex."

"You are, are you? No, no I ain't gonna lose you by some fuck! Your mine!"

"I belong to no one! Yeah I spelt with him, so what? One time and I don't need you to tell me what to do! This is my life and you don't tell me who I can be with!"

"Yes I can become your my girl! And I know you were with Blue!"

"And? Yeah I was with Blue and you but I loved Blue and he was there for me! He didn't talk to me like I was his!"

"You think I'm going to let you go after these years? No way! You know what, fine. Leave. But let's drink for the last time and have fun. As a member of the Tiger Jewels."

"Let's drink." I don't remember how much I drank. Music was so loud and everyone was moving around and having fun. I don't remember from by having two drinks. But I did remember moving around and taking my shirt off in front of everyone. The girls did the same and danced. I was having a great time, the first time since D was in the hospital. I yelled out a joyful noise and everyone joined in. But I remember making my way up to Shay's office and drank some more. But I wasn't feeling too good, I was moving around and felt Shay pulling down my pants and gave me a dollor bill and softly whispered, "Let's have some fun." At the table, there's something white and the mirror I saw myself bad, not too great. He moved me to the table and want me to snort. Snort the white stuff, I was so drunk I don't know what I was doing until... Until... Until I knee down and do something I tried so hard to stay clean! "No!!!!" I threw a strong punch to Shay, knocking him back and broke another table, that's when Flynn entered and threw some punches to Shay, they got into a fight while I freaked out! No! Five years I've been clean! No! Flynn grabbed my hand and we got out of there so quick that my eyes were filled with tears and I couldn't do anything but cry and scream.
"No! No! No!!! Damn it! Fuck! No!!" I scream as loud as I can, I couldn't hold it anymore! I've been clean for five years and I'm not fucking sure anymore!

Flynn pulled me into his arms and I cried in his chest, he hold me while we were in the car, calming me down. "Look at me, Renny. You didn't relapse, you didn't."

"How would you know?! You came a second later and I may have did it! I'm not clean anymore!"

"No you didn't! Because you know you didn't! You stopped yourself from doing it!"