Tobias x Tris

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**Two years later****

Tobias POV

I wake to the common feeling of emptiness like I continuously do every morning. It's been two years since she died and I'm back to my old self. My cold, mean, self. I don't go out anymore I just stay in my room. Which actually used to be hers. Everything she owned is still in it. It's the place I feel closest to her, but I'm not quiet sure she would approve of me living here because I'm the reason she died.

I repeat that to myself at least five times a day. It's my fault. I'm the reason she's dead. Those few words stop me from getting close to anyone, not that I even want to. I stare into the mirror and trace my vision to what's in the corner of the mirror. There something weird I've never noticed. I spot a corner of a book stuffed under my/her bed. I pull it out and the front of it is black leather with 'Tris' sketched into it.

It's a diary.

I set it down carefully onto my dresser next to the mirror and stare at it. I open the first page like the book will shatter against my touch. find Tris' dainty handwriting filling the lined pages. I read the first page.

I did it!! I finally did it!! I chose dauntless. I can't believe I did it. Today we toured the compound and I actually made some friends. More than I had in abnegation anyhow. We didn't do much and we start training tomorrow. Chris wont stop going on about the instructor. One minute he calm and the next he is ready to rip everyone apart. I can't deny it though he is cute. Chris thinks so too, but I'm built like a child. Short, skinny, pale nothing special. But there's something about him, I can tell just by the look in his eyes he has a bad past, but his eyes are mesmerizing. I love the ocean blue and the warmth you feel just by looking at them. I doubt I'll make it though. I can already tell I'm falling for Four.

I feel tears well up in my eyes and I struggle to hold them back. I slip on my shirt and jeans. I tuck away all emotions and walk to the nets.

"Hey Four, you ready?"Chris asks with sympathy crowding every word. She joined me in training so I wouldn't be stuck with Lauren.

"No" I say with coldness in my voice.

"Four it's been years, get over, it was a pointless relationship, not everything on earth was meant to be and I'm tired of you acting like this. It's not the end of the world!" She shouts at me and I lunge at her.

"What even give you the right to say that!" I growl at her as I pin her. I punch her a few times and she yelps every time. I feel Someone drag me off of her.

"What the heck?" Zeke yells at me.

"Next time tell your girlfriend that she has no right to tell me my relationship with Tris was nothing!" I shout at him and turn back down the hall to the net. I walk up to Lauren.

"Hey can Chris switch with Uriah?" I ask and she nods. I take Uriah and tell Chris she has the dauntless born with Lauren. I hear a scream fill the net and a blonde flash of hair flies down along with some grey clothing. I watch the figure hit the net. I walk forward and notice the tips of the girls hair are blue and her eyes are brown. The girl has the same facial feature as Tris did and but she has abs. Really defined abs. There is no way she was from abnegation. I stare at her neck line in hope of spotting ravens, but there's nothing. I drag her off the net.

"Name?" I ask coldly and she stares at me.

"Trixy" She says and her voice sounds calm and I feel comfort in it.

"First Jumper Trixy!" I shout and the compound cheers.

Everyone jumped and I have eight transfers. Uriah goes in front of them and explains. I hear the usually question.