Tobias x Tris

chapter 18

Tris POV

I walk out to go find Eric. I don't want to do this but I have no choice. I cant be a coward. I walk around the compound a few minutes until Tobias texts me.

4- Hey Eric just showed up here

T-Great🙄🙄

4- u will b fine if anything goes wrong then ill step in & beat the crap out of him.

T- thx

I slowly walk back to Uri's. I keep trying to think of a way to get out of this. I walk in and Eric grabs my hand and drags me into the bedroom. He sits me on the bed and sits next to me.

"so.....ummm what do you want to do." he sounds like he is going to be nice but that can change any minute.

"Just shut up" I say and he looks kind of hurt.

"If your gonna be mean I can be mean too" and with that he rips the sleeve of his shirt of and ties it around my mouth. he kisses me but. I manage to punch him in the throat and then he ties my wrists together.

"Stop!!" I try to scream but I just sounds muffled. he starts to remove my shirt and I cant stop him. with in minutes four comes marching in and gives me a nasty look like I did something wrong.

Tobias POV

I hear some loud muffled noises. They sound like moans and screams mixed together. I can't believe she is doing this. We are so done when she comes out. After another minute the others heard the noises too. Zeke and Uriah are both giving me a guilty look. I almost forgot that this was their fault. Everyone else is giving me that kicked puppy look.

Finally the 7 minutes is up and I go in to get them. I walk in and Tris has nothing on her top half. Eric has no shirt on and Has a really large bruise on his jaw. Tris just gets up and walks out. I ask Zeke if I can stay at his place.

"Yeah dude, it's the least is can do" he looks at the ground.

"Dude this isn't your fault if she didn't want to do it then she could have said no, or I told her to scream for help" he wont look at me still.

Tris POV

Tobias didn't help me. He left me there he left me there with Eric.

I exit the room and just walk back to the room. I just lie down on the bed and I black out. I wake up and I can barely move. I just stare at the ceiling and think. I think about everything I've gone through.

I don't deserve to be here. I don't deserve Tobias, my friends, my life.

I get up and grab a knife. I cut my self for everyone and everything I don't deserve.

Chris- one cut

Zeke and Uriah- two cuts

Marlene and Shauna- two cuts

Tobias- 10 cuts

Lynn- one cut

family- 12 cuts

life- 10 cuts

Once I'm finished I have 38 cuts down my wrist.

Tobias POV

It's been a week since the incident and the gang has been ignoring Tris. She never leaves her room besides when she is out shopping. I saw her yesterday and you can see her ribs. She hasn't been eating. I have also noticed that it's 102 degrees outside and she has been wearing long sleeves. It's been killing me not to ask her about it or make her eat.

I've been staying at Zeke's and it's been getting kind of weird. Uriah sleeps in nothing and Shauna is always spending the night. Trust me when I say I've heard things.

Christina POV

I decided that today is the perfect day to go shopping!!! I head to the store and I see Tris. I haven't seen her since the Incident but I can tell she hasn't been eating. I know I'm not supposed to talk to her but I just cant help that I was once a candor. I walk up to her.

"hey Tris" I say with a tone of disgust in my voice and an annoyed expression on my face.

"hey" she sounds really depressed and she's wearing long sleeves when it's like 102 degrees outside.

"what you did was wrong." I shake my head at her and begin to walk away. She grabs my wrist and her eyes are red and watering.

"what was wrong, Eric pinning me, tying my wrists together because I punched him in the jaw, him ripping a part of his shirt off and shoving it in my mouth, or him kissing me." she's full out sobbing then she finishes "or the part where four never helped me after I was screaming the whole time and then you all ignoring me" wow I had no idea this happened. "and by the way, tell four he can have his apartment back I went out and bought my own" she walks of and I grab her wrist. Then I see it. She has cuts up and down her wrist. She's been cutting herself....because of me.....because of us.

"I'm so sorry" she breaks her wrist away from mine and walks off