Tobias x Tris

Epilogue

Tobias POV

Tris has been gone a week and I can't handle it. Every one looks at me like a kicked puppy and they never found Tris' body in the chasm. I asked Eric if I could move into her apartment and he didn't care. I don't talk to Lauren anymore cause Tris killed herself because of me and Lauren. I never deserved Tris and I guess the Universe finally figured it out. Today is her funeral and I don't know how im going to handle it. They told me I should write her eulogy cause I knew her the best.

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I'm at staring at the open casket. Empty. I stare until they call me up.

"Tris was one of the most brave, selfless, beautiful, smart, kind, person that will have ever existed in this world. We promised that we would loved each other and would never let go of each other. Every one knew once she jumped that she was gone. They knew just by looking at me that part of me was missing. She always said she never deserved me but she was wrong. She didn't deserve me. She could have dated a king and he wouldn't have deserved her. You never worry about not deserving her, because you know you don't. You never worry if she is better than you cause you  know she is. I was not selfless like her and she wanted to sop causing me pain. She wanted to stop causing us pain. I know she thought I didn't love her but I did. I really, really did. We told each other everything. I tired to save her but I couldn't. I saved her once but she jumped again. I still blame myself, but I know she doesn't want that. But I was causing her pain, I didn't save her like I said I would, I wasn't there for her when I said I would, and I will never forget her."

I walk off the stage and put my head in my hands. This is my fault. Zeke comes up and hugs me I sit there and sob. I cant stop thinking of her tiny little body that had me memorized. I was hers and she was mine and it will be that way for a very long Time.