The Love I Never Gave-Maylor

Freedom

WARNING: This chapter contains depictions of sexual behavior, which readers might find upsetting. This is NOT romanticizing it in any way, shape, or form. Please DO NOT report. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

I got dressed and walked out as quietly as possible out of the bathroom, to avoid being noticed and yelled at by Brian again. Something was wrong, the house was only silence, other than the sound coming from the TV. What could be happening? 

I tiptoed over to the living room and peeked over at the couch. Brian was out in a deep sleep, based on the fact that the TV didn't disturb him at all. I was going to leave when a clever idea came into mind, This was my chance to finally run away, never to be tormented and abused by Brian again. Should I? Yes, I have to. Without daring to make the slightest bit of sound, I crept over to the door and slowly opened it, closing it behind me once I was out of the house.

 For the first time in my life all the weight fell off my shoulders and the biggest wave of relief came over me. I actually managed to escape the person that was making me suffer so endlessly. Okay, I have to hurry up, he could wake up any moment and come for me. I made my way out of the front lawn of his house and when I reached the street, I let loose and bolted down the street, hair bouncing and flying in the wind, going as fast as my legs could go, there was holding me back.

Nothing was easy to see, as the darkness of the night swallowed everything in its path, Heart nearly jumping out of my chest and sweat running down my forehead. I reached an intersection which had buildings on all sides of it. I had nowhere to go, so that meant staying in one of the buildings. Which one should I go into? I sprinted into a large parking lot and ran up the floors of it before finding the one that I felt that I was the most safe at. I hid behind a car and crouched down, hiding from any possible dangers. I could stay here until tomorrow and then continue my path, so I would have a chance to rest or I could keep running away. The second option ringed more reasonable and I got up, making sure to check out for any threats. Eyes scanned the room and it was all fine until I looked a few feet to the front left of me before spotting Brian, standing there in plain sight. Oh no...Body froze up and i was paralyzed in fear, not sure what to do.

"There you are, you little-"

I broke myself out of the frozen state I was in and dashed to the exit.

"Get back here!"

Adrenaline pumped through my veins and I ran for my life at this point. The exit was near as ever, footsteps behind me becoming louder and closer to mine, but I didn't stop until a tight set of arms wrapped around and lifted me off the ground, immobilizing my body.

"Let go of me!"

"Never!"

He dragged me over to a nearby car and slammed my face onto the hood, pinning my body down with his arm.

"No!"

"Shut the fuck up!"

He shoved a gag into my mouth, preventing me from talking, Pants were pulled down with an abrupt force and he proceeded to push in and out of me. Screams left my mouth, only to be muffled by the gag that was held in place by Brian's hand, not letting me spit it out and the other one still pushing me down onto the car, sticking me to it. At that moment my soul broke and chest ached now that I had lost all possible trust for Brian. All the emotion being sucked out of me and surges of numbness swallowed every cell of my existence, making it impossible to feel anything, no anguish, desperation, nothing...How did things get to this point? Why? How could Brian be capable of doing this to me, one of the most inhumane things that could be done to a person. 

The question that baffled me to no end was why? Why had Brian turned into a monster? He's not the man he used to be, I didn't recognize him. We were complete strangers now. What happened to the loving, caring Brian that I knew and loved? I didn't know who this animal was. All I could do was freeze, letting my body be tortured by Brian. His fingers digging into my skin, leaving a burning sensation and his grip tightening on me, I was trapped. With every thrust more whimpers came out of me, soul shattering further than it already was. Time stopped and it seemed like forever that I would be here.

"That'll teach you a lesson, you worthless piece of shit." Brian said, pulling my pants up. "Let's go now."

I stood still there, hesitant to go,

"Hurry up! I don't have all day for your crap!" he yelled, clapping at me.

I shambled over to him, legs weak and barely being able to walk me over to him and we went on our way back "home."

Passing through grass fields and somber neighborhoods, the only light being from the moon, We reached another point and I don't know what got into me, but at that moment I attempted to escape from him.

"Oh no you don't, you're not going anywhere!" He yanked my arm, pulling me back towards him.

"Don't try anything stupid on me, got it?"

Through my water-drenched face and tear welled eyes, I peered up at him and gave a weak nod. His facial expression faltered and there was the slightest hint of sympathy in it, That didn't last long though, as he pushed it away and his serious, creased scowling face came back soon after, He wrapped his arm around my violently shaking body with force, making sure I couldn't escape his grip.