I've been roleplaying angst with mah girl Ellie. Some of it is Stenbrough angst. I'm bored so take it. Take the angst.
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Stanley walked out of the school building, making his way home until a certain friend of his caught up with him.
"Hey! St-Stan!" Bill ran up to him, "Mind if I w-wuh-walk with you?" He asked with a smile, Stan shrugged. Usually he'd play it off like everything was okay, but he just couldn't do it today. He was just done.
"I don't know, shouldn't you be walking with Beverly?" Stanley mumbled, not even looking Bill in the eye. Bill continued to walk with him, he was confused.
"Why would I b-be walking wi-with Beverly in-in-inst-...instead of you?" Bill questioned, he didn't know what was up with Stan but he sure as hell wanted to know why.
"Oh I don't know?" Stanley stopped in his tracks turning to look at Bill, they were face to face now.
"Maybe because you're so deeply in love with her? Maybe because she's so deeply in love with you? Maybe because I sit and watch you two make goo goo eyes at each other everyday. Maybe it's because I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE, BILL!" Stanley yelled, he was really out of it today.
"I can't do it anymore, Bill!" He covered his face, taking deep breaths, trying to calm himself down.
"I can't keep watching you two together, I've tried to get over it but these stupid feelings won't go away! It's ruining everything." Stanley felt warm salty tears on his cheeks, he hadn't even realized he started crying in the first place.
"Stan...what a-are you t-ta-talking about? What d-do you mean stu-stupid feelings?" Bill was incredibly concerned, but yet he still had no idea what the hell was going on. He was pretty dumb when it came to these things.
"I...I don't know! Every single day I just want to be close to you, I want to feel you and I don't know what to do about it. You make me so mad and you make me so happy! I guess I'm just mad at the fact that I can't be happy with you..." Stan looked down not knowing what to say.
"Isn't it crazy, Bill? All these feelings over some stupid crush I have on you, that's crazy!" Stanley laughed, as the tears continued streaming down.
"But am I crazy? Is it just me? Don't you feel something there too? Anything at all? If these feelings are making me go this crazy it can't just be me, right? The love of my life can't be a straight guy in love with a redhead. That's impossible!...Is it?" Stanley really wanted to know, he took multiple steps closer to Billy. He couldn't help it, he just got as close as he could. Their soft lips only centimeters apart.
"Tell me, do you feel it too?"
"I-..." Bill couldn't speak, he was this close to Stanley. He didn't know if he wanted to close the gap or return the space to it. Bill felt as if he didn't know anything anymore, all of this was so overwhelming.
Did he love Stanley or not?
"I don't know."
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ye dats all ya getting. BAI BAI
