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lillianclintwood, kjtoomuch, and 2,8752 others liked this post! theoneandonlynaomi yeah it hurt, but pain is only temporary & I'm moving forward
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NAOMI'S POV (fr this time bitch we goin' first person ik ik took me long enough):
No. I'm not okay, that's the flat out gist of it. But I'm gonna heal, I'm gonna get better, I'm gonna learn, I'm gonna make it.
Quincy's drove me to Luna's house. And then my brother, KJ came to pick me up. He'll take me to our house in San Francisco, where I'll be staying with him and my sister, Lillian, for a while. I don't know how long I'll be gone, I just know that I miss my siblings, I need some space, and that the boys are kinda pissed.
"I don't get it, why can't you just come back home and stay with us?" Zion asked me when I told him.
"That's too close, you know how Nick is."
He was so mad and hurt, all of them were. I get why they wanted me to stay though, none of this would be happening if I hadn't moved out in the first place. How would moving farther away help?
But I need space. Nick is too much. And as soon as KJ found out what happened, he went all big brother on me and asked me to please come home. I didn't argue. I miss my family.
So now I'm saying my goodbyes, giving out my hugs, promising to stay in touch, reminding them I'm coming back eventually, grabbing my bags, putting them in KJ's car, buckling up, waving through the window, going home.
I check the time on my phone. My lock screen is still a picture of Nick and I, cuddled together, smiling, all good, all love.