Meeting half way

Chapter Twenty-one: Back but no Finn......

Hey guys its me....

I'm still ALIVE!! I'm so sorry for not updating but I was just losing my creativity.

I hope you enjoy this very long chapter and keep reading.

I hope to have more chapters up and a lot more frequently. Update--- Gwen got in a car accident and Gabe(Ange's brother is in town). Finn is well......the same.

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Gwen

I have always been a clueless person. I zipped through things and never stopped to ask questions. I missed details, always looking for the big picture. Thinking that was the easiest way, reading books relaxed my strange sense of want, a sense I could not feed because I missed the details.

Finn was the opposite, he noticed the smallest things. He was detailed in every thing he did, his goal was never met until he knew every crevice and secret about his interest. His life was not super exciting, but he made it special by taking everything in. That was something I admired about him.

But lately I have been noticing, the details, the small things. Watching people's reactions to each other and the shape of the student body as we all wander down the busy halls. Bumping into each other and never bothering to say 'excuse me' or even a simple 'Hey, sorry'. Our generation is so stuck up, its fucking crazy.

Of coarse, if I didn't have to hobble around with a cast on my right leg, I would most likely act just like the rest of them. Letting the details slip by, not bothering to notice.

As I stand in the middle of the stamped of hormonal teenagers, the mixed smell of body odor masked with layers of artificial smelling perfumes and colognes. I cough and shift my weight to my left leg while closing my eyes slowly. Finn never weres cologne, that's something I like about him. With my eyes closed, a sudden image of Finn appears in my mind, his brown-almost-black hair curling around his eyes falling into his hazel eyes. Ah, those eyes, their rich warm color makes my insides melt.

I feel a sudden slight pinch around my waist and I my eyes open disturbing me from my day dream about Finn.Next thing I know to huge hands are covering my eyes and I automatically know who it is. I struggle to turn around shifting my weight from one leg to the other. A wide smile appears as I turn around expecting to see Finn, who hasn't been to school since the accident. Last time I saw him was in the hospital, where he left me with Gabe. My body feels a rush of disappointment when the hazel eyes I was hoping to see or not the ones before me. The aqua colored pools of blue blink as I stare at Gabe in bust. I missed Finn and I really didn't want to deal with Gabe's energy right now.

I fake a smile and sigh. His face lights up and I wait for him to say something.

He just stares at me, his eyes blinking, while his adams apple moving quickly up and down his neck. The stare down was making me feel uncomfortable so I decide to take the rude way and just turn around leaving him behind me. Why was he even in the school? Why does he keep showing up? I don't need him, I need.... I need...

Before I could finish my thought I hear Gabe's voice come up behing me.

"Gabe, what do you want from me? Don't you have school?" I sigh, trying to get my point across the best and nicest way I could, I wasn't in the mood.

"Yeah, but I really need to talk to you." He breaths, I can smell the heavy cologne sprayed arpund his neck and chest. As I look at him up and down, I find it hard to beleive I was once in love with him.

"Yes?" I say, my voice short with temper. "Well I was wondering if you want to go out on a date with me this Sunday?" He smiles.

I look into his eyes, and every nerve in my body tells me to say no. But part of me says yes, the part of me that is still mad a Finn because he left and never said goodbye. And wont talk to me or see me, he knows I need him and he just left. It hurt.

Gabe's eyes light up and I smile. Because even though I don't love him like I used too, I still want him to be happy.

Happiness is the goal to life, RIght?

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The week pasted by slowly, letting in all the depression and feelings leaving me alone and helpless.

I missed Finn and I hated it. FInn doesn't need or miss me and here I am crying over a fucking boy. I'm pathetic.

My leg throbs and the brusies and cuts on my face are slowly fading with time. I've had trouble riding in cars since the wreck and I wake up from nightmares almost every night.

And Finn doesn't need me.

My mom and I made muffins Friday afternoon, (ok fine she made them) as I watched Adventure time and looked at tumblr couples. Perfect couples with a beautiful girl and a hot boy, kissing in the rain. And the thought, Finn left me.

My life is back to normal (other than the leg). Just like it was before FInn came in.

6:45- wake up get ready for school

7:20- leave for school. ( No Finn)

11:30- eat lunch while reading( without Finn)

3:00- Read, do homework, read

6:00- eat dinner and pretend to play attention to my parents conversation.

8:00- gett ready for bed

9:30- Read

11:30- pass out crying. (Repeat)

And Finn Doesn't need Me.

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A/N

Hey guys!!

I hope you liked this chapter. Sorry it was kind of sad.

I love you Natalie, Cadie, Charlotte, and anyone else reading this!!

THanks for reading like always,

Stay gold

-Katiebabie109