I heard someone knocking my door, I knew who it is.. I went downstairs I opened the door and I saw jungkook. He was wet, the drops of water were falling from his hair and face... his clothes were wet, he was wearing just a sweatshirt and pants. I didn't know how to react. I was shocked, I just felt how he hugged me.
"I'm sorry. I promise you that I won't act like an asshole I'm really sorry" he said
"I love you" he whispered
"Jungkook I... let's just get inside, it's raining."
We got inside the house, he looked so pale.
"Wait here, you're going to take a shower and I'll give you some clothes.. we'll talk later okay?"
He nodded
How I was supposed to be mad at him when he had those puppy eyes?
I went back downstairs "jungkook, the clothes are upstairs.. go take a shower and dress up, I'll make you something to eat.."
He went upstairs and I started making something to eat. I was making chicken soup, it was really cold and it was raining so hard. I put all the ingredients and I was just waiting until it was done. Jungkook came back, he went with me and hugged me. I felt something on my stomach.. I told him to sit on the couch, because the soup was not ready.
I sat beside him while I was waiting for the soup, he looked at me with the softest eyes ever. He held my hand and started crying I felt so awful.
"Jin I'm sorry.. I don't deserve to be your friend I'm really sorry, I know that I'm the worst person ever.. I'm so sorry."
I touched his cheek and I hugged him "you don't need to apologize you didn't nothing wrong, okay? I love you. You're not the worst person ever, don't forget that. You're amazing."
I felt how his heart was beating fast. He's a such cute kid. I know that he's 17 and that he's not a kid.. but I can't see him another way, he acts like a kid and it's kind of cute.
"I'm feeling weird, it feel something weird on my stomach.." he said
"Are you ill?"
"No I'm not.. just please don't stop hugging me or I'll be seriously sick.."
"I.. okay."
I could feel so he was sniffing my neck..
I stopped hugging him "why are you sniffing my neck??"
He smirked "you smell good" he touched my thigh "is the soup ready?"
I moved my legs "I- it's almost ready.."
"Alright then" he smiled "thanks for the clothes, they're comfy.."
"Y- you're welcome.. uhm.. are you going to stay?"
"If you want.." he sighed "we need to talk too."
"I know.. but can we talk later after we're done eating?.. food is not ready still.." I turned around "I'll go and check the soup." I stood up
He grabbed my hand "jin wait!"
"What?"
"Sit down"
I sat down "uhm?"
"I love you" he kissed my forehead
"I- I love you too, I'll go and check the soup."
Why my stomach feels weird? Am I sick?
I went to the kitchen and checked the soup. It was ready, I called jungkook to come and I served him his plate of soup. I sat in front of his and I started eating, we weren't talking I was feeling a bit uncomfortable so I talked..
"So jungkook, how is jimin doing?"
He looked at me "you care a lot about him don't you?" He rolled his eyes "he's going good, you can go and ask him if you want" he said in a jealous tone
"Jungkook that's not what I mea-"
"No it's ok I understand I care about my friends too." He sighed "do you like him hyung?"
"Jungkook I don't like him, I don't even know him that much.. I'm just asking you because I haven't seen him or yoongi."
"Ah, I get it." He started eating again
"Uhm... jungkook."
He looked at me "what?"
"How is school doing?"
I didn't know what to ask honestly.. I just wanted to keep the conversation between us because it would be too weird.
"Well it's good I guess.. I don't get why are you asking me questions hyung."
"I'm not your hyung.. and I'm asking you questions because I want to keep the conversation."
"Uhm ok." He smirked "I'll ask you questions then"
"I... okay..."
"Have you ever dated someone?" He laughed "I'm just asking because I'm curious, you seem like you have dated a lot of guys."
I burst into laughter "what? No! I'm not that type of guy. And about your question I've never dated someone."
He was in shook..
"Are you that surprised jungkook??" I was moving my hand in front of his face "hello?? Earth to jungkook?"
"Huh? What?"
"You were in shook..."
"Ok..." he giggled "next question, since you've never dated someone would you mind dating me?"
I laughed awkwardly "what did you say?"
He turned around "nothing, I was just joking."
"Ah ok" I started eating
"Jin can I ask you a question?"
"Uhm? What is it?"
"Are you gay? I've always wondered that since you talked with me at the cafeteria.. I don't know if you remember if but you were trying to make me feel better, and told me that there's a lot of girls and boys that would like to date me.. I told you that didn't know that you were gay.. but you never told me if you are and I'm curious."
"Jungkook-" I sighed "I honestly don't know, I've never dated or liked someone so I don't really know.. I might find out soon I'm not sure"
"H- how you will find out?" He sighed "are you going to date someone?"
"N- no.. I won't, I just don't know. In my whole life I've always been focusing on school and nothing more, maybe that's why I haven't dated someone.. and I don't think I will ever do because my dad doesn't want me to, and I really respect his opinion.." I sighed
"B- but hyu- jin. You are 18 already.. you can date if you want to."
"I know.. but I still don't want to, I'm afraid of it.. I've never thought of dating though and I honestly think that I'm not ready.." I sighed "ha. Maybe you're already making fun of me because I haven't dated anyone in my life, or you might see me as a coward because I'm afraid of dating people" I fake laughed
"No! I would never do that, I won't make fun of you because I'm afraid of having sex." He sighed "I think mine is worse.. maybe?"
"I... I don't think it's worse, because if you don't date people you can't have sex so I think I'm afraid of both which is worse" I giggled
"You could get raped still." He said
I smirked nervous "w- who would want to rape me?? I know that I'm handsome but that's too much-"
He smiled "I don't know ask yourself" he started eating again
a/n: yeah a short chapter kind of. i hate school lmaoooo also i wanted to thank y'all for almost 1k reads idk why people would read this ugly fanfic but thank u so much:(
