I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about what jimin and jungkook said to me. I was really anxious about today.. I went downstairs and I started making my breakfast.
I ate my breakfast, I washed my dish, and I brushed my teeth.. I started making my bags I really didn't want to go to Canada but I had to for my parents. I hope they're okay.
I feel like I should've went with them but I didn't because I'm stupid. I don't wanna blame myself for what happened to them but I did.. my house feels empty without jungkook here, and I feel empty without him here too. I was cleaning up my room and the house before leaving. There's a lot of things that I have to go before leaving but I did the most important of them, I don't wanna lose my flight.
I finished cleaning up, I was searching my keys I found them I went out the house closed it and called a taxi. I wasn't gonna go in my car, where I was gonna leave it at? That's why I called a taxi... I haven't buy the tickets yet but I'll do it at the airport, I don't feeling like going to Canada I know that it's a pretty place.
But I don't like the way I'm going, it should've been different. Not because my parents got in an accident.. I turned off my phone I didn't want to see texts about jungkook or other people. After a few minutes of waiting I was finally at the airport I paid the taxi, I grabbed my bags and went to the airport.
I was trying to search where I have to buy the tickets.. yeah I know it's dumb that I don't know where to buy them but the airport it's really big. I was shy to ask people and uh.. after a few minutes of searching I finally found where I have to buy them, I bought them but I was one hour early of my flight..
So I decided to go outside with my bags and find a place to eat or just to pass the time, because I was really bored about having to sit on an airport and wait for one hour. After walking a bit I found a place not that far away from the airport it was cute but small.
I got in I decided to eat a bit of food because I was hungry already. I was feeling alone, it sucks when you're eating alone. I know that some people love to eat alone so they can have peace, but I always eat alone. It's mostly because my parents aren't at home, but now I eat with jungkook basically almost everyday.
Fuck! Why am I thinking about him? I shouldn't be doing that! I won't turn on my phone or think about him. I have to concentrate on my parents, on my flight and also eat. I need to get him off my head! Ugh! He's so annoying I really hate him! Why he has to be so perfect why?? Shit! I'm thinking about him again I have to think about noodles and pink. I can't think about him not now!
I finished eating.. I was really bored. I still have 30 minutes left, I ate too fast!! I thought I was eating slow, shall I take a nap? No.. that's not a good idea.. I might lose my flight if I sleep. And I can't turn my phone either, I think I'll just go back to the airport, or try to find another place to pass the time.
Spoiler: I found another place, they sell books, comics, and snacks.. I might buy a book to read while in on the flight and some snacks also comics I love comics.. I know that I'm gonna get bored so easy without my phone. I bought the stuff I needed and I was also looking around, I looked at the clock that was at the store and without realizing I had 10 minutes left..
I was late! I went out the store and went running to the airport with the bags and the stuff I bought on my hands. I really bought a lot didn't I? Ha.
After running like an idiot I was at the airport already. Thank god. I was walking all calm because I was there finally, I'm so happy. I'm not tired, I slept early.
I hope that the things go well, I was walking all calm to my flight until I heard someone call my name. I would recognize that voice everywhere it was jungkook. Fuck!
