"Jungkook can you please like, not?" Yoongi said annoyed as he groaned. Jungkook hasn't told his friends what happened with Jin because that's personal, but he wants to.
He needs help, Jungkook wants to help Jin but he doesn't know how. "Yoongi- can I tell you something?" Jungkook asked shyly and Yoongi nodded. "It's about Jin-" Jungkook started to regret what he was going to say.
"Tell me," Yoongi said. Yoongi started to worry when he saw that Jungkook eyes changed. Jungkook looked worried and anxious, his eyes looked so sad.
"Well, uhm... Well- uh- Jin-hyung is not in a good state of life right now... He hasn't been eating- he looks sick, he got kicked out of his house by his dad. And I'm really worried. He looks so... bad, I really don't know how to help him, I've never been in something like this. I really wanna help him Yoongi. I hate to see him sad, you that right? When you love someone you don't wanna see them sad...
I really want him to be happy again, I really want to. I miss his smile, he doesn't smile anymore. He doesn't laugh- I miss his laugh, I miss him Yoongi. That's not Jin- that is not him, that's another person I don't know who that is but... I want my Jin-hyung back, I need him Yoongi, I miss him." Jungkook wanted to cry. He was containing his tears but not for long, because after a few seconds of saying that he broke into tears.
"Calm down Jungkook- he will be okay..." Yoongi wasn't sure of that. Yoongi just wanted Jungkook and Jin to feel okay. Jungkook is Yoongi's best friend even though they don't spend that much time together since Jungkook started to hang out with Jimin, Yoongi still loves Jungkook, he will always do. Jungkook is like his brother after all.
Yoongi pulled Jungkook into a hug. Yoongi wants Jungkook to be happy and Jin too. Yoongi knows that Jin is a good guy, and he doesn't deserve all of what is happening to him. No one deserves that. "Maybe we can take him to therapy? I don't know Jungkook... I think you should try to let him know that you're there for him and that you will always be. And that he is not alone, show him how much you love and appreciate him.
Maybe that can help, I don't know if it will but you can try, alright? Maybe Jimin and I can go with you and try to put Jin in a good mood. Jin is amazing- but he needs to eat if you say that he looks skinny... Maybe he's going through anxiety, depression and we don't know? I don't know Jungkook-ah but for now please take care of him, don't leave him alone what if he hurts himself? You need to show him that you're there for him Jungkook, he needs someone to talk to."
Jungkook stopped hugging Yoongi after what Yoongi said. "I- I'll get going- I need to see if he's okay- I'll talk to you later, t- thank you for the advice," Jungkook said shyly. Yoongi nodded and smiled a bit at Jungkook.
Jungkook left Yoongi's house and started walking towards his house, he was feeling anxious about what Yoongi said. What if Jin tries to hurt himself? Jungkook thought.
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Jungkook ran towards his room to see Jin since Jin stayed in Jungkook's room he knows that Jin might be there. Jungkook sighed happily after he saw Jin eating ramen.
That's not the healthiest food to eat at the moment but at least he's eating something and that's good, really good.
"I'm glad you're eating," Jungkook said as he closed the door of his room and walked towards Jin. "See? You look pretty while eating and it's good for health" Jungkook said as he ruffled Jin's hair.
It's like if Jungkook and Jin had switched roles. Jungkook was acting like his hyung and Jin as the dongsaeng. Jin just smiled a bit at Jungkook, "I don't wanna bother you Jungkook, and I know that if I don't eat that doesn't make you happy. I want you to be happy Jungkook-ah. You mean a lot to me"
Jungkook felt like his heart was gonna jump off his chest, he was feeling happy. "You don't bother me Seokjin, I'm here for you. I will always be, I don't want you to think that you're bothering me or something because you're not and you will never do.
I don't want to see to you suffer. You are really precious and you're the most amazing person I've ever met. You've helped me a lot, I'll always be grateful for that, and since you helped me I wanna help you back and not only because of that. Because I love you and a lot, you have no idea"
"I love you too" Jin smiled at Jungkook and put the bowl of ramen on the table.
"Do you wanna eat more?" Jungkook asked happily but still concerned.
"I can make my own food don't worry Jungkook," Jin said not wanting to bother him. Jin really feels like if he's bothering, Jungkook even though he is not.
"No- no- no! You need to stay here, I'll make more food, it's okay. Believe me, and if you think that you're bothering me you are not, okay?" Jungkook said as he held Jin's hand.
Jin pouted. "Fine" Jin mumbled shyly as he looked at his hands, his fingers intertwined with Jungkook's.
Jungkook didn't want to leave Jin alone in his room but he has to do it if he wants to make Jin eat. "SeokJinnie-hyung" Jungkook whispered shyly.
"Uhm?" Jin asked as he looked at Jungkook.
"I don't wanna leave you alone here but I have to make our food, okay? I'll be right back, I'll try to make it as fast as possible." Jungkook said softly as he smiled a bit.
"Can I go with you?" Jin asked shyly. He feels like if he's being too clingy.
"If you want to, I don't want you to do a lot of stuff because you're not in a good state of health. But you can come, of course, just don't do anything just stay there, okay?" Jungkook said softly as he kissed Jin's cheek.
Jin was blushing, "okay! But I wanna go. It's okay if I don't cook, I don't care I just wanna see how you cook" Jin said as he smiled.
"Alright," Jungkook said happily. Jin stood up slowly, Jungkook grabbed Jin's hand and started walking towards the kitchen.
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i'm not in a good mood so maybe the next chapter might be a bit depressing, i'm sorry:/
