"So this is your favorite restaurant and you didn't tell me, huh?" Jungkook asked with a surprised expression.
Jin sighed. "You don't know me Jungkook," Jin said kind of sad.
"I know you Hyung, there are just some things that you don't tell me. Like the fact that this is your favorite restaurant but you haven't eaten a bite of your food" Jungkook said concerned.
"I'm not hungry Jungkook-ah," Jin said as he looked down at his hands between his legs. Jin didn't dare to look at Jungkook who is in front of him with a worried face.
"You can tell me anything Seokjin. If you think that you're not enough, please just take those thoughts away... You're amazing" Jungkook said sincerely. He wants to make Jin feel better, even though it's only with words. There's not much that he can do to help Jin, he can't force Jin to eat.
"It's just... I can't. I'm sorry if I'm making you feel worried, believe me, I'm trying my best, I'm really trying to eat. I wanna make you proud of me, and not only because of you, because of me. I know that it's not okay what I'm doing but I'm really trying" Jin sighed.
"You don't need to make me feel proud of you. I'm already proud of you" Jungkook smiled a bit. "Look, you don't need to force yourself but if you eat don't feel guilty about it. It's okay to eat if you think that you're fat (which you're not) just think about other things. Jin people would love to be like you. You could easily become an idol, you're the meaning of beauty and I'm not exaggerating if you think that. I'm saying the truth." Jungkook said sincerely.
"Thank you but... Never mind, let's just eat." Jin looked at Jungkook, "your steak looks good!" Jin said trying to change the topic.
"Thanks! Do you want some?" Jungkook said happily as he looked at Jin.
Jin looked at the steak and then at Jungkook. He couldn't say 'no' to Jungkook. He wants to make Jungkook proud. "Okay," Jin said.
Jungkook smiled, he took a bit of the steak and give it to Jin on the mouth. After doing that he giggled and watched Jin eat it. Which, Jin struggled a bit but in the end, they ate happily their food. But there's a thing... Jin regrets every bite of that food.
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"Look Hyung! There's a store right there, we can buy some shirts!" Jungkook said happily as he looked at the store.
"Fine, let's go. Just because it's your birthday I'll pay" Jin said in a boring tone, he wanted to sleep and throw up all the food that he had eaten earlier. He doesn't feel confident with himself, he doesn't feel okay.
Jungkook noticed how Jin's mood changed so fast so he did the best he could to make Jin feel better. "Let's go home if you want, we can play games or only sleep. I'm okay with anything" Jungkook said in a worried tone.
"But- the stor-"
"Let's just go Jin-ah" Jungkook grabbed Jin's hand and started walking towards the car.
"I told you that we can go to the store if you want Jungkook! It's your birthday. It's not fair that you don't go to the store because I'm being a moody bitch, it's not fair..."
"I don't care. I can go to the store tomorrow also, I already have clothes" Jungkook smiled gently. Before Jin could argue with Jungkook again Jungkook gave Jin a peck on the lips. "Let's go now, I'm tired," Jungkook said softly and smiled at Jin.
Jin just nodded, he doesn't want to argue with Jungkook anymore. He's tired.
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"Jin are you okay?" Jungkook asked worried after he heard Jin throwing up.
"Yeah, I'm okay! I think it's just... Stomach infection" Jin said in the most normal tone possible. "Okay, I have some pills for that if you want some" Jungkook said.
Jin opened the door of the bathroom; "no, it's okay I don't need them I think I'll be okay soon. Let's go to sleep." Jin smiled softly.
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah" Jin grabbed Jungkook's arm, "let's just sleep. I'm tired... But like a lot" Jin said trying to seem like he's okay even though he is not.
"Okay, you can tell me anything. Do you know that? You're just... I don't know. Like some angel, I don't know how-" Jungkook shook his head. "I'll shut up now, let's sleep. You seem tired Hyung" Jungkook smiled softly.
Jin stopped holding Jungkook's arm and nodded. They walked towards the bed and lay down. Jin is supposed to sleep in the guest room but who cares?
"Sleep well Seokjin," Jungkook said softly as he yawned. Jungkook was tired too.
"Jungkook?" Jin asked before closing his eyes and before Jungkook did too. Since Jin was facing the youngest he wanted to talk with him about some things, Jin doesn't want his 'friendship' with Jungkook to be ruined. It's not even a friendship now, Jin doesn't even know what he is doing or what they are.
"Yeah?" Jungkook mumbled with a sleepy tone as he closed his eyes slowly.
"What are we? Friends? What?" Jin asked confused. He's confused.
Jungkook's eyes opened really fast after Jin's question. "I don't know Hyung. We're still friends, right? I want to date you and maybe even marry you but you say that you're not ready to date, I'm completely okay with that tho. I'll wait all the time you need.
I'm not that desperate and I can't force you to date me. That wouldn't be fair you and even for me, I know that you want to take things slow and I do too. I won't force you to anything. I want you to be happy with me or without me. Even though I love you a lot I know that you're not good right now and I want to make you happy do you know that right?" Jungkook said softly but still firmly.
"You want to marry me?" Jin chuckled.
"Yeah... Obviously not now. It's too early. Maybe when we get older, obviously if you want to... I mean- this might sound really creepy but I already have everything in mind. I have it all planned! I'm not kidding."
"You're joking, right?" Jin smiled.
"Nope," Jungkook said softly.
Jin snuggled to the youngest chest. "That's cute, you know? I've never thought of getting married to someone. You need to be protected from everything, you're such a baby. Thank you for everything Jungkook-ah."
"You don't need to thank me. I just want to make you happy. Sometimes I think how it would be if we get married, I mean- waking up with you beside me, as we do. Being able to eat and stay with you every day. Being able to give you breakfast, even maybe have kids-" Jungkook shook his head, "I'm sorry, it sounds really stupid but I really imagine it sometimes" Jungkook smirked.
Jin just could feel how Jungkook's heart was beating really fast as if he was gonna have a heart attack. "Don't over-imagine Jungkook. We're not even dating" Jin said in a really harsh tone. When Jin looked at Jungkook his smile faded away really fast.
"I'm just kidding Jungkookie. Don't be sad" Jin pouted. "It was just a joke" Jungkook didn't answer he just stayed there he didn't say anything. Jin sat down on the bed and kissed Jungkook's cheek. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay, I love you," Jungkook said softly. He sat down and kissed Jin's forehead before hugging Jin and lying down on the bed to sleep.
"I love you too Jungkookie."
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y'all bros not everything will stay happy as i hope and want it to be ;)
