There you have 8 am, Jungkook and Jin sleeping together. Again. Jin sleeping hugging Jungkook's waist, they ate and watched Netflix happily enjoying each other's company. Looking like a happy couple but sadly they're not a couple.
They didn't want to talk about what happened a few hours ago, at the event even though Jin liked Jungkook's presentation he doesn't feel comfortable talking about it.
After two hours they're still sleeping, they don't have school today so they can wake up late except for a little and important thing...
Jungkook's parents are back from work, they haven't seen Jungkook and Jungkook's mom is knocking in Jungkook's room.
She's been knocking for a few minutes but Jungkook doesn't answer because he's a really sleepy boy so is Jin.
"Jungkook open the damn door, your dad and I will leave! We have to work!" Jungkook's mom yelled. That's when Jungkook woke up and Jin did too because Jungkook moved his body too sharply. He didn't mean it tho.
Jungkook told Jin to move a bit he needs to open the door. He went literally running to open the door and he found a really mad face looking at him. "Why you didn't open the door Jungkook?" Jungkook's mom asked annoyed.
"Oh shi- I'm sorry I was sleeping I didn't hear you, also, my friend Jin is here he stayed here. I don't know if that bothers you or dad but- anyways what happened?" Jungkook asked while rubbing the back his neck, he was still sleepy and he couldn't understand what was going on.
"Your dad and I are going to work, and you need to close the house if you leave. I know that you won't because you don't have school today but I'm just warning you because I know that you forget about things easily and please dress up" Jungkook's mom said as she looked at his son.
Jungkook normally sleeps shirtless but he decided to not because of Jin and his parents. They might think that something happened between Jungkook and Jin. And Jungkook doesn't want that. "Okay," Jungkook said while nodding his head.
Jungkook's mom smiled a bit at Jungkook and left Jungkook alone at the door. Jungkook closed the door and walked back to his bed. Jin was still sleepy so he could barely understand what was happening even though is not that important.
"What happened?" Jin asked while rubbing his eyes. "Nothing, it's just that my parents will go to work and my mom told me to close the door of the house but don't worry about that" Jungkook sighed.
Jungkook loves when he sees Jin sleepy because he looks so soft and cute. I mean anyone would want to kiss Jin.
Jin just mumbled a little "okay" and smiled a bit at Jungkook even though he's tired. They slept late, they watched Netflix for hours.
"Alright now go back to sleep pretty boy-" Jungkook shut down his mouth after noticing what he just said. Jungkook was embarrassed really embarrassed.
"Pretty boy?" Jin questions as he giggled. He was blushing, Jin looked and acted drunk for some reason. Even though he didn't drink anything. Maybe he was still sleepy.
"Look I didn't mean to say that! It's just that it came out from my mouth, I'm sorry! Well- maybe I meant it but ugh!" Jungkook complained. He was red of embarrassment.
"You're cute~" Jin sang as he giggled a bit.
"I- you're still sleepy so go back to sleep" Jungkook said trying to hide his embarrassment, Jungkook was red.
"I am not, where are you going Jungkookie?" Jin questions confused. "Nowhere I'll just go and close the door of my house okay? I'll be right back" Jungkook said as he stood up, he smiled at the nickname.
"Can you bring some chocolate?!" Jin yelled. He was acting like a kid. "N- okay!" Jungkook yelled back and closed the door of his room.
Surprisingly Jungkook closed the door of his house but when he turned around he saw Jin behind him, Jungkook jumped. That scared him and a lot. "W- what are you doing here Jin-ah?" Jungkook asked confused.
"You took so long so I decided to come, is that okay?" Jin asked as he pouted.
"Yeah it's okay" Jungkook stepped closer to Jin "go and sit on the couch I'll bring something to eat, not chocolate okay? You can eat chocolate but after we eat breakfast"
Jungkook walked closer to Jin until he felt the boy's breath. Jin walked backwards but Jungkook kept walking forward. Jungkook grabbed Jin's hand walked Jin towards the couch and sat him down.
"Jungkook- I'm not a kid, can I help you with breakfast? I'd love to help" Jin pouted.
"Fine, I was waiting for you to ask that because I suck at cooking and you know that." Jungkook giggled at the end.
"Yeah I know, but first! What do you have in mind to cook? I mean- do you have an idea of what do you want us to cook?" Jin asks.
"Uhh- no- I don't know- maybe ramen? That's an easy thing to do and we can after that we can eat chocolate? Jungkook asked excited.
"That sounds good, Jungkook-ah?"
"Yeah?" Jungkook asks as he looked at Jin.
"Do you think that if I stay here for a little longer my dad will get mad at me? I don't want him to be mad at me. You know my dad can be scary sometimes. I don't think he'll like if I stay longer, but it'll be alright, right?" Jin said in a worried tone. He's scared of his dad.
"I don't know but you can stay here the time you want and if he gets mad at you I'll explain everything to him or make an excuse. Don't worry about it okay? You know that I'm here for you" Jungkook said concerned.
"I don't need your help Jungkook. I seriously don't know why you keep trying to make me feel good when I can't even make myself feel okay. I'm sorry for acting like this but-"
"How am I supposed to make you feel okay? Can you just tell me why? What did I do wrong? I'm really trying everything but you never get it! I always give you indirects I don't know if you act like you don't know that I like you or you're just pretending?"
"I can't afford to love someone Jungkook even if I want to, why don't you get it?!"
"Because I love you!" Jungkook yelled.
"But I don't" Jin sighed, "I don't love me do you get it? I hate myself I just want to disappear. The only times when I feel good is when I'm with you but you just keep trying too hard and I don't deserve it. Just stop trying"
"No, I won't." Jungkook said concerned. Jin just looked away and looked at the floor while squeezing his fingers. "Jin look at me" Jungkook demanded. Jin looked at Jungkook with almost tears on his face, "look, I don't know how can you don't like yourself Jin, you're truly amazing... Even though I don't like myself too we can change that right?"
"I don't think so"
"Stop being stubborn Seokjin"
"Me? Being stubborn? Look at you" Jin said sassily. "Look at you Jungkook-ah you're the most stubborn person I've ever met"
"I am not, well- maybe sometimes, but I don't mean it. Only sometimes- let's just go and make our ramen okay?" Jungkook smiled, showing his bunny teeth.
"Okay" Jin mumbled.
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thank you for 5k reads, even if i hate this book i'm really grateful<3</3
