Jungkook's POV
I woke up and I saw jin sleeping like a baby, he looked so tired but so precious at the same time. I didn't want to leave the bed yet so I hugged his waist.
One hour after he woke up already. "Good morning seokjinnie" I said softly.
He rubbed his eyes "you haven't call me like that in a long time." He smiled "and good morning, how did you sleep?"
"Good I guess.." I stopped hugging him "uhm.. and you?"
"Me too, also about yesterda-" I cut him off "I don't wanna talk about that.. not now.. ok?" I sighed, I don't wanna talk about what happened honestly.
"Okay" he smiled "uhm do you wanna go somewhere today? I know it's cold and all of that, but I mean it's boring here."
"Yeah sure" I smiled. "Alright then, but we're going to eat first ok?" I said as I moved my body a bit, to feel more comfortable.
"Can I make breakfast?"
"No jungkook.. I can do it myself, and I wanna make breakfast for you." He sat in bed.
"Jin can I tell you something?" I turned around to look at him.
"Sure" he looked at me "what is it?"
"I love you" I said firmly.
"I love you too, and I'm sorry about yesterday I know that I shouldn't have ignored you, and I suck because I'm not a good frie-"
I cut him off, "don't say that. It was me who acted like an asshole and I'm sorry for that. I really appreciate you and I love you, I know that I don't deserve you."
I know that there's others that deserve you.
"Jungkook-ah! Don't say that." He hit my back softly and laughed. "Seokjin I'm serious! I'm an such asshole for acting like that." I said not wanting to cry.
Jin deserves better than me, I'm a such bad friend. Maybe that's why he doesn't like me as I do- but I don't really know if I like him or not. Maybe I shouldn't try.. "jungkook-ah listen I don't wanna talk about it, okay? You're amazing. A- and I'm really sorry for not talking to you that much lately.." Jin sighed and smiled a bit at me.
"Alright. Uhm I'm going to take a shower because I'm stinky." I laughed a bit, jin nodded and I walked towards the bathroom.
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"Jungkook-ah breakfast is ready, tell me if you're done dressing up!" Jin yelled. "Coming!" I yelled back. As I kept walking towards the kitchen I was feeling happy, I don't know why. I guess just being around him makes me happy- sadly he doesn't love me but it's okay.
You can't force someone to like you back. It's not like "oh my god, jungkook I like you back! Even though we've only known each other for almost 3 weeks!" How stupid.
"Uhm... Jungkook- what are you thinking of?" Jin asked as the placed down the plates on the table. "Just some things- this smells so good!" I said trying to change the subject. "You'll become a good chef in the future" I smiled a bit at him.
"Thank you! That means a lot. I need to practice tho." He said as he sat beside me. "What do you want to become when you get older jungkook-ah?" Jin asked with a smirk.
"I don't know I guess, singer? Maybe? I'm not sure- and my voice isn't that good, maybe dancer? I'm not good at dancing- I don't know- maybe just something that um I don't know, just something that can make me happy." I said and looked at him directly in the eyes. He looked away almost instantly. "You're what makes me happy."
"What?" Jin asked confused. I didn't notice I said it aloud. Fuck! "No- I- I- I mean- my f- friends make me happy! And you're my friend right?!" I almost yelled.
"Yeah, yeah. I am-" he sighed deeply and I did too. "I'll just start eating.." I mumbled. Jin nodded and started eating. I'm feeling so embarrassed right now... Fuck!
"So uhm.." After a few minutes of awkwardness and silence jin finally spoke. "I bet your voice is beautiful, and that you dance good! You should try- I don't know if you wanna become a singer or a dancer, but you can be both. You can dance and sing, right? If you become a famous singer in the future don't forget about me!" Jin joked and hit my back softly.
"I would never do that seokjinnie! I would never but never forget about you, you're really important to me. How I would forget about the person that changed my life, huh?" I said sassily but still firmly.
"I hope so.." he said sadly. I didn't say anything- he stood up and started washing his dish. "I hope so" those words were on my mind the whole time while I was eating.
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On the ride, none of us were talking. It was awkward, an awkward silence. Jin and I we weren't even looking at each other, there was like tense in the ambient. I don't know why- I felt like he didn't want to be there, with me. I think he'd rather be with namjoon right now than me, and I understand it.
(a few minutes of awkwardness after)
"So what do you want to eat?" Jin asked as we sit down. "I'm not hungry honestly- I already ate breakfast seokjin."
Jin's mouth made an "O". "Okay! Then if you're not hungry we can leave and go shopping? Does that sound good to you?"
"I guess... I don't feel like going shopping today. I feel like I just want to stay at home and sleep forever." I giggled a bit.
"Okay. Let's go to the hotel then, also... My parents called me, actually not them. The nurse did. She said that they're okay and that they're going home in a few days. So that means that we're going back to Korea. I don't know when, but I think we're not going to stay here more than a week." Jin sighed. "And the nurse told me that they're going to stay for a bit more because they have things to do- you know.. Work and that stuff, which means that you and I we're going first.."
"I understand. My parents are going to hate me when we get back!" I fake-laughed. "I don't think I wanna stay at home. I'm going to stay at jimin's house, he said that I can and when I go back to my parent's house I'll tell them everything." I don't wanna bother jin more, I know that me staying at his house might be too much... And I'd rather stay at jimin's house. Hopefully, he's not with taehyung. I don't wanna see him.
"I see, okay! Cool... But- are you sure that... Jimin won't be with taehyung? Jimin told me that he's dating taehyung." Is he concerned about me? Is he? "A- are you asking me to-" I got cut off by him "n- no! I was just-"
"Are you blushing?" I asked as I touched his cheek. "No!" He slapped my hand. "Sorry. Let's just go. We have to get our bags ready."
I nodded and we walked out the restaurant. Jin was acting weird. Is he mad at me?
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YA i'm so bored:'(
