Jin and I went to the supermarket, we bought the stuff we needed and also his hair dye. We were paying for the things, and the girl who attended us asked us if we were brothers. I obviously said that we're not brothers we don't even look alike, but jin said that he would love to be my brother I felt a bit disappointed by his answer I don't know why.
Jin noticed that I was disappointed and he just sighed. We went off the supermarket we put the stuff in the car and we got in the car. I didn't talk with jin, I don't know why but I really felt bad for what he said, and I know that's it's not a bad thing that he wants to be my brother but I don't know, I just felt bad. Jin lit the car and looked at me, he touched my back.
"Jungkook-ah are you okay? What's wrong?"
I didn't answer I didn't want to talk..
"Why are you ignoring me? What I did wrong?" He sighed "sometimes I don't understand you, and I really try to. But for real what's wrong? Did I say or did something bad?"
"Nothing is wrong, I'm okay" I gave him a fake smile
"Are you sure? You were so happy but then your mood changed so fast."
"I told you that I'm okay!" I yelled
He sighed "I don't know what I did wrong" he held my hand "jungkook I'm sorry if I did something that you didn't like. But you don't have to scream like that.. I know for what you're going through but it's not my fault, I just wanna help you out and be your friend" he took off his hand
"I'm sorry. I don't know why I screamed at you, and I'm sorry for acting like this. But I felt bad for what you said."
"For what?"
"For saying that you wanted to be my brother"
"Jungkook I.. what's wrong with it? I know that you're my friend but I'd love to have a brother like you."
"But I don't want to! I don't like it!" I turned around
"I... okay." He touched my shoulder "it's okay.. I get it, but don't be mad. It's okay if you don't like it I understand, I know that no one would like to have a brother like me" he fake laughed "l'll just-" he started driving
"That's not what I meant-" I sighed
He looked at me "then what you meant?"
"I- I don't know."
I know what I meant, but I'm not sure of it though.
I didn't talk with jin, we were at his house. We grabbed the stuff from the supermarket and we put in on the table that is at the kitchen, I sat down in the couch. Jin told me that he was gonna dye his hair, and I nodded.
I was on my phone watching videos. It was late, it was almost 12 am. Jin came back from dyeing his hair, and went to the kitchen. He asked me if I wanted something to eat but honestly I wasn't hungry. He sighed and started making his dinner, I was watching him making his food.
He finished making his food and sat on the table alone, I was just watching him eat. He finished eating and washed his dish. Yeah, I watched him do all of that and what about it? I got a text from my mom asking me where I was I told her that I was at a friend's house and she didn't have to worry about me.
Jin came at sat beside me, he just sighed and looked at me. I know that he was upset with me.
"Jin, I told my mom that I'm here"
"Okay." He stood up and went to the bathroom
I really fucked up, did I? I know that he's upset with me for what I did.. I don't know why I reacted like that they were just simple words, for him.. but for me they weren't. I don't know why I felt so mad when he said that he wanted me as a brother, I know that there's nothing wrong with it.
