a/n; im so sorry for the last chapter LMAO ok bye now. I love you
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Jin woke up and sighed tiredly. He felt bad, he couldn't tell that Jungkook was angry. When they had sex Jungkook looked at Jin with such anger, Jungkook had never looked at Jin in such way.
The times when they had sex Jungkook had always been so sweet with Jin. He would always ask Jin if he was okay, if he was comfortable with this and that.
But this time he didn't.
Even though Jin enjoyed it he didn't feel comfortable with it. Jungkook made it too roughly, with anger and Jin knew why.
Jungkook has always been a sweet guy but when he's angry it's scary and Jin knows it.
He was actually scared.
Jin stood up from his bed and walked towards the bathroom to take a shower meanwhile, Jungkook was talking with Taehyung.
"You should try to calm down your anger Jungkook, imagine if you hurt Jin? I don't know if you did." Taehyung paused for a second and spoke again. "I know you're angry but-"
"Taehyung, I know. But I was angry! That I dickhead kissed Jin. What did you want me to do? Jin knows he's mine." Jungkook defended himself.
"Yeah, I get it I would be angry too if someone kissed Jimin but that's not how you do it! You had sex without condoms or lube, are you stupid? That must have hurt Jin a lot. I don't even wanna imagine the pain."
"I don't care, he deserves it. He rejected me to spend time with that piece of shit." Jungkook sighed.
"Well, they say angry sex is the best one." Taehyung chuckled.
Jungkook didn't say anything, he only laughed.
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Jin called Jimin, he wanted to talk with him, and more because he missed him so much.
After a few calls, Jimin answered.
"Jin-hyung! Oh my god! I missed you." Jimin said happily through the phone.
"Me too Jiminie, I actually wanted to talk with you about something important." Jin said trying to sound happy and Jimin noticed that pretty quickly.
"What's wrong Hyung?" Jimin asked.
"It's Jungkook... He changed a lot." Jin said with a sad tone. Jimin knew exactly what Jin was talking about.
"Oh, that." Jimin sighed. "I know what you mean Hyung. Let me talk, okay?" Jimin said softly and Jin mumbled a small 'yes'.
"Since you and Jungkook broke up he changed a lot. He became... How do I say it- more possessive over things. He changed a lot. I know you remember that he was kinda afraid of having sex, right? Now... He goes- well I think he used to go- to parties and have sex with strangers he found attractive. I know I shouldn't be saying this but I mean- my best friend changed a lot. He's not the same Jungkook. I know he can be jealous over you but he would always say how much he missed you and he cried a lot. I don't know... It's weird how he changed that fast."
Jin's heart broke hearing that. Jin loved Jungkook a lot and hearing that... It hurt. It hurt so much. "Thanks for telling me Jimin-ah. I'll call you later, I-I have things to do."
"Okay Hyung, take care. Don't worry about Jungkook, he's with Taehyung right now. Wait, Hyung! Aren't you supposed to be at college right now? Jimin asked.
"Yeah... But I'm tired, I'm at home. Take care Jiminie." He finished the call. It was 9 AM Jin didn't go to college, but he didn't care. He didn't want to go to.
He stayed on his bed all day. Not wanting to know anything from anyone. Just there. On his bed in silence.
Jin stood up from his bed because he was hungry it was almost 6 PM and he needed to eat at least something. He walked towards the living room and saw some pizza left there but he didn't want to eat it.
He turned his head around and saw the box with the cake that Jungkook made. Jin sighed, he walked towards the box and opened it.
The cake was decorated beautifully and it even had a note.
'I'm proud of you, enjoy this! I'm not the best at cooking but I tried. I hope you like it, I love you so much. -JK'
Jin wanted to cry.
He remembered that time where he was with his other friends and Yoongi was teasing Jungkook about the nickname 'JK' because it means Kim Jungkook. Jungkook was blushing so hard and smiling like he never did before. (A/n: this happened irl- kim jungkook is so cute ah my jinkook heart imma cry now).
After that Jungkook loved to hear how his friends called him 'JK' and more Jin.
'Kim Jungkook.' Jin thought.
That's when Jin decided to apologize. He wanted to apologize in person, not through texts. He only texted Jungkook telling him to go to his house.
Jin grabbed the cake, he walked to the kitchen, grabbed a knife, cut a piece, and put the rest on the fridge.
The cake was delicious. Jungkook put a lot of effort into it and Jin felt so bad. He regretted choosing Taemin over Jungkook so much.
Jin kept eating his piece until he heard a knock on the door. Jin walked he opened the door and saw Jungkook standing there. He wasn't smiling.
He didn't look happy at all to be there.
"Get in." Jin said calmly.
Jungkook didn't say anything he just got inside. When he was inside Jin closed the door of the house and looked at Jungkook who was standing in front of him awkwardly.
Jin walked towards Jungkook and hugged him tightly. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have done that. Believe me, I don't like Taemin. I love you and only you. I will always love you no matter what. I'm so sorry." Jin said sincerely as tears started falling down his cheeks.
Jungkook didn't hug Jin back. He was just standing there, he didn't say anything.
After a few seconds, Jin broke the hug and looked at Jungkook.
Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows and looked at Jin. He scoffed and murmured something that the oldest couldn't hear.
Jin was standing there confused looking at the youngest, Jungkook was looking at Jin with such anger. It started to scare Jin because Jungkook was not like that.
"J-Jungkookie?" Jin said concerned as he stepped forwards Jungkook.
Jungkook grabbed Jin's chin making the oldest look at him. Jin looked so vulnerable and Jungkook was enjoying that.
Jungkook mumbled a small; 'I'm sorry' before slapping Jin roughy on his cheek.
Jin didn't say anything, he caressed his cheek as more tears started falling from his cheeks, lowering his head.
Jungkook made Jin look at him, he pulled Jin's hand away and kissed Jin's cheek. "I love you Hyung." Jungkook said without emotion on his voice.
Jin's eyes were teary, and his eyes were puffy. He only nodded. Jungkook hugged Jin, but the oldest was shaking immensely.
Not because of anxiety.
He was scared of Jungkook.
'Where did my Jungkookie go?'
