We are in Korea. Jin hasn't been talking to me, and I don't know if he's mad at me for something. I stayed at jimin's house for one day, and I already told my parents everything that happened. My parents are mad at me.
For leaving, everything is back to normal except for jin. As I said he hasn't been talking to me. It's been almost a week.
At school, he doesn't talk to me. Not even a call or a text, and I know that he's okay because he talks with jimin and yoongi. I miss his pretty face, his brown eyes, and his chubby cheeks. I miss everything.
Today. I decided to finally call jin and ask him what's going on. I need to know. I don't know why he's mad at me, he's not like that.
He answered after two calls. "Jin-ah?" I asked through the phone. I was feeling nervous about calling him, I don't know why.
"Hi." He said coldly.
"Uhm... I wanted to know how you are, you haven't been talking to me." I sighed.
"I'm okay. Now if you excuse me I gotta go."
"No, wait! What's wrong? It seems like you've been ignoring me for days. Almost a week... And I don't know if you're mad at me. I really miss talking to you like we used to."
"Jungkook-ah I don't have time for this. I'm really busy and I don't wanna talk honestly... I'm sorry." He sighed deeply "it's just- I don't know... I don't feel like talking."
"Maybe- uhm- I can go to your house and we can talk? Does that sound good for you?" I almost choked while saying those words. "I just really wanna talk with you. I know that maybe you're mad at me for something but I don't know for what. I really just don't know."
"Do you remember when you used and still... Get mad at me for everything? Well, that's how it feels like jungkook. That's how I felt when you got mad at me for stupid reasons you didn't even try to fix it! Do you know how bad I felt when you left? I could barely sleep! I was waiting for you to come back I was so worried. And the first thing you said to me was "I was fucking a random girl" does that sound good? Does it? Answer me."
Oh fuck. I really fucked up. "Jin I'm really sorry. Can we talk? Jin listen I know that I fucked up but seriously. I'm sorry."
"We're already talking jungkook."
"I know, I know... But can we please? I mean- can I go to your house and talk?" This is it. I'm telling him everything.
"Fine. Just don't kill me or something." Wait what? "What?! I would never do that!" I complained. I would never kill him.
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"Jin-ah?!" I yelled. Yeah, I'm at his house outside waiting for him to open the door or at least answer. "Seokjin I know you're there I saw you! Please open the door, look... I'm sorry for being an asshole with you." I said almost crying. It's raining outside and I really need to talk to him. I'm all wet!
"What do you want now?!" I heard a raspy voice through the door. "Jin, please open the door. We need to talk" He groaned and opened the door. He gave me a weird look... But also an angry look. He's really mad at me, isn't he? But why? "Thank you..." I mumbled and I walked inside.
"Argh jungkook! You're all wet, my house will get wet too" is he being serious right now? He cares more about his house than me? Who is this? This is not jin! "Seriously?" I said sarcastically. "So now, you care more about your house than your jungkook?"
"Your?" Jin asked confused.
"I- I- I didn't mean to say that! I just- whatever... I came here to talk." I said trying to change the subject.
"Yeah okay... I'll get you some clothes I'll be right back." He smiled awkwardly at me and went upstairs. Right now I'm so nervous, I'm literally squeezing my fingers. I don't know if I should tell jin everything... If I'm honest I don't think I can. I've never been so nervous in my whole life. I really want to tell him but I can't.
After a few minutes, jin came back trowed the clothes at me. Ugh! What did I do now? "there's a bathroom right there" jin said and pointed towards a door. I nodded and I walked towards the bathroom.
"Why is he treating me like this? What did I do? What did I do wrong?!" I yelled while dressing up. "I don't deserve this! Ugh! Why is he doing this to me?"
"I can hear you jungkook!" Jin yelled. "Fuck!" I mumbled. I was red of embarrassment...
I walked out of the bathroom and I sat down beside jin. I know that he's mad but he looks so damn cute! "So... What do you want now I jungkook?" Jin questions.
"I- Uhm- I came here because I- I wanted to talk- with you- and I- I wanted to tell you something- and it's r- really important."
He gave me a weird look and sighed. "Okay... Fine spill it out." I'm really doing this?
"I- l- like y- YOONGI!" I yelled at the last phrase. I don't like yoongi! I would never like yoongi! He's my best friend, ew! Yoongi is handsome but not my type!
Jin's eyes widened in shook. "Oh- that's- actually cool!" His voice sounded a bit disappointed, sad? I don't know... He was thinking of it. "Because I wanted to tell you that I like namjoon!" Wait what?!
"Really?" My voice cracked. I feel like I'm gonna have a heart attack or something... Please tell me this is a joke.
"I do! He's really handsome, smart, tall a-"
I interrupted him. "No! You can't like namjoon! Not him." This is stupid!
"Why not?!"
"Because I-"
"You what?!" Jin yelled. "You can't decide who I like or not! You're not my dad."
"Because- I- I don't like yoongi!"
"And what about that?!" Jin looked at me angry. I fucked up again.
"Ilikeyoujinyoureamazingandcute"
"What? I don't understand."
"I like you."
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y'all i'm excited:)!
