Jin's POV
I was talking with namjoon about school and stuff, I went to the room but jungkook wasn't there. I'm scared. I went with namjoon and asked him where he is.
"Namjoon where's jungkook?"
"I don't know, maybe he left or something he's an annoying kid." He smirked. "He's not annoying!" I yelled "he's my best friend, I'll go and find him. This is a big city.." I sighed "I think you should leave." I looked at him angry.
"Yeah sure whatever, I'll see you later." he walked towards the door and left. I called jungkook but he never answered. I decided to text him but no answer still.. I'm worried. I know that he might be somewhere, but where is somewhere?
...
seokjin
Jungkook where are you?
Are you okay? I'm worried, you
left without saying anything I didn't see
when you left if you're reading this please
answer me. This is a big city, please answer.
jungkook
Why of suddenly do you care?
You're with namjoon you should
enjoy your time with him. And I'm ok.
I don't need your help I'm not a kid.
seokjin
Jungkook I don't care, where are you?
Please answer me I'm not joking.
jungkook
Me either. Now stop texting me
I've had enough of you and him.
seokjin
Why do you hate him that much?
He's a good guy and he've never done
anything to you. Why are you so hard to
understand? Stop acting like kid and
tell me where you are.
jungkook
No! Why you don't understand?
I've tried to tell you lots of times and
show you lots of times but I never
can because of that fucking idiot! You
should understand. I'm tired of him and you. And I don't give a fuck if you call me a kid.
Just because I'm one year younger than
you doesn't mean that I'm a kid or that you
can tell me what to do. I'll turn 18 in a few months so stop calling me a kid and go with him it looks like you love him so much, don't you? Now leave me the fuck alone.
seokjin
What do you mean? Jungkook listen.
I'm having a hard time with my parents
you should understand. I don't have
friends at school, you jimin, yoongi and namjoon are my only friends. I've always
been alone in my life I consider you my
dearest friend and I don't know what I
would do without you. You've been
always there for me when I needed you. But sometimes I just don't get why you get mad
at me for no reason and when I ask you
what's the reason you never answer. You should understand jungkook.. I won't fight, if you don't want me to go it's ok I won't go..
but I just wanna know where you are I'm so worried about you. I love you so much and I hope you know that. I'm here for you and I will always be. I don't know where you are but I hope you're okay. If you don't want me to
text you I won't do it. I understand.
jungkook
I'm the one that should understand? You should understand jin. My dad hates me
he fucking hates me he'd rather to have
a girl than a me. I'm always trying to
make him feel proud of me but I can't,
do you know how that feels like? My mom
is the only one that I think that cares of me, she tries so hard to make my dad love
me just as I do. The only person that I ever
loved cheated on me because I wasn't
good enough for him. I'm always trying to be
good enough but I am not. And I can't
change it. Now can you stop texting me
and leave me alone? Go and enjoy
your time with namjoon. Don't waste your
time with a such worthless idiot like me
who only deserves to choke.
...
I felt horrible. I started crying like crazy. I love him so much and I didn't know that his dad hates him, I'm sure he doesn't.. how can a dad hate their son? I don't think he doesn't but it's not impossible to. How can he say that he's worthless and that he deserves to choke? I really wanna be with him right now and hug him like I never did, but I don't know where he is. He didn't tell me tho, I really wanna know where he is.
a million hours later (i'm lazy)
It's 12 am already and he's not here. I won't sleep I'll stay awake until I see him here I really miss him so much. I hope he's okay, I'm sure he's okay he's a smart guy.. I was almost sleeping when I heard someone knocking the door I went running. It was jungkook, I couldn't do another thing than hug him. He was trying to take me off his body but I didn't let him.
"S- stop hugging me I c- can't breathe"
I stopped hugging him "I'm glad you're okay and that you're back" I hugged him again "I missed you so much" I sighed "I was so worried about you, I was literally crying."
"Who would cry because of me?" He sighed "that's stupid no one would do that."
"I did." I touched his cheek "believe me I did. I was so worried.. I missed you so much, I love you and I'm happy that you're here" I smiled.
He walked to the room "I don't think you missed me that much, you looked so happy with namjoon. You were ignoring me, as you always do when he's here.." he sighed "do you like him?" He said as he walked towards the bed.
"I- I wasn't ignoring you.. and I don't like him, I just see him as a friend" I followed him from behind "he's amazing but I don't like him."
"I don't believe you, you both act like a couple" he smiled "but it's ok if you're dating him I don't mind at all." He rolled his eyes. "Namjoon and I aren't dating and we will never be.. he's just a friend and I don't get why you care about him and I dating."
He sat in the bed "and I don't get why I came back here." He lay in the bed "if you're dating him or if you like him, I'm happy for you both." I lay beside him "jungkook-ah I don't like him." I pouted.
"Prove it." He said firmly without even regretting it. "How do you want me to prove it? You don't believe me or what?" I hissed.
He started hugging me "I don't believe you. And I don't know ask yourself." He smirked. "Fine, don't believe me. Jungkook-ah I'm tired.. why you came so late? Where you were?"
"It's not my fault that you decided to wait for me, and I was fucking a random girl." He laughed. It was obvious that he was lying.
"Oh and she was pretty?" I said playing around "Y- yeah, why do you ask?"
"Curiosity." I said kind of sassily.
"Ok.." he sighed "it hurts but I won't fight you.."
"What do you mean?" I asked confused.
"Nothing" he stopped hugging me and turned around "I'll just sleep"
"Okay"
"Aren't you going to sleep on your bed or what?" He said kind of angry.
No, I'm sleeping here with you. It's cold and I don't want you to leave again." I pouted.
"Whatever" he said, I started hugging him but he put my arms away, it's obvious that he's still mad at me but I don't know why. I turned around and I slept.
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i'm feeling so sick right now- also i just wanted to say that the new chapters are going to be 1k words not 2k as they used to be im really stressed with school i hope u guys can understand:') thank you for reading this book and for 2k reads:(
