2 weeks after
"Jungkook-ah do you know that I love you right?" He said as he sit next to me "you know that you're a good friend right?" He looked at me. "Yeah..." I looked at him.
"Well.. jungkook... I think I'm going to stay here, in Canada for more days. My parents need a lot of support right now, and I don't want you to worry about me or school, or about your parents. I think you should go back to Korea." He sighed. "No... I'm staying here with you." I held his hand "I don't care about school or my parents I'm staying here with you."
I put my face closer to his "I really wanna stay here believe me, I'm sorry if I've been an asshole in this weeks but I'm really trying to make a better me." Why does he has to look so good? Damn kim seokjin. "You're really an amazing person seokjin.. and-"
"Jungkook I.." We both froze. There was silence in the room, no one was talking, we could only hear our breath. That was the perfect moment to kiss him.
I was about to kiss him when someone knocked the door. Why now? Do I really have bad luck? Am I not lucky? Fuck.
"W- wait here" jin said
He stood up and went to the door he opened it, namjoon was at the door. He comes everyday, it's like if he lives with us I can't handle it. He's with jin almost every time jin doesn't talk me as he used to. I can't handle namjoon. I don't hate him because I know that he's a good guy but I think I'm starting to hate him already.
He's always flirting with jin and he barely knows him! Is every guy like this? I don't get it, why namjoon? Does jin likes him too? I don't know, and I don't wanna know. Well maybe I do wanna know but I'm not ready.
"Jungkook-ah namjoon is here" jin said
"Ok." I don't care about namjoon, he just ruined the perfect moment to kiss him.
They went to the kitchen namjoon didn't say hi to me, I mean I'm used to it. He does that everyday. Sometimes I think that they're dating, but you can't date someone in one week, or you can? I'm just so stupid.
I really felt like jin was ignoring me, we were talking until namjoon came to our room he always ruins everything. I was almost to fucking kiss him but he came and I couldn't.
"Jin-ah can you come? it'll be fast!" I yelled.
"He's with me can you wait kid?" Namjoon yelled back. I hate him.
"I.. ok.." I'm not a kid. Just because he's one year older than me doesn't mean that I'm a kid. I'm starting to hate him.
He never came. Jin never came. Shall I hate him? Or namjoon? Maybe both?
I decided to leave the room. I couldn't stay there any longer.. I really missed my friends I'm staying here for jin not because I want to. I got out the hotel I called a taxi, I was looking at the scenery. Jin maybe doesn't like me, and I have to deal with it, right? You can't force someone to like you back, that's messed up.
After a few minutes I was already at the restaurant. I ordered food, I like eating alone but only sometimes.. I really missed jin and my friends. I'm sure he's having a good time with namjoon, I don't even think he misses me.
If he was gonna he with other people why he invited me here then? I mean he didn't- I just came, without asking. But he wanted me to stay here, I'm pretty sure he's in love with namjoon, I don't blame him though.
Namjoon is handsome and intelligent, the only bad thing about him is that he breaks everything. I remember when he broke my iPad! He wanted to play roblox and the broke it! He didn't do it on purpose I guess...
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i'm at school :p
